PENSEL TAJAM!

On the go philosophy

2011-03-20T05:07:00.001-07:00

May we all rest under His bless.

A huge thanks to all who has decided to click and spent a few precious moment to read this post. Its been a year since my last post, and I suddenly decided to make this post as working on the go makes me thinking too much. Too much thinking and I couldnt hold it for too long and it has to be thrown out sometimes. Sorry to share this in English as I have to practice my writing skills and in fact my English is still at a very poor level even after been here for almost 3 years. Well I will give a try on this one and please accept my apologies if I fail to convey the message and if you fail to at least understand (I'm lucky enough if you still keep on reading until this line)

Right, am I incomprehensible uttering here (purposely tried to use a proper English) ?Ermm well I heard about this Tarbiyyah Harakiyah somewhere (what on earth is that? i don't understand!) and Ive read about this since long time ago. But I will at least tryto share what I have on my mind about this

1. AN EXPLANATORY NOTE

I am sorry to say this but to be honest I am one of those people who couldn't use ana anta enti antum antunna antuma bla bla bla (probably my tounge was not designed for such mixed up language) but I am fully respect those who speak Arabic properly. As much as I hate Senglish (Singapore English if u prefer), mixing up language is so out of principle to me, again sorry about that guys. So what is this Tarbiyyah Harakiyah? To simplify, it is Pendidikan Pergerakan (is that true?I'm trying to pull the trigger for discussion/argument here) or to make it simpler, it is a term which is hard to explain with another term, the definition of it needs a very long and precise explanation, therefore Ive chosen to share what I have read from the book written by Malayau Islamic Party (no that's not abusive; its the way they called Utusan Malayau as well) President, Dato Seri Hadi Awang titled Fikrah Harakah Daulah (another use of difficult-to-understand language which makes why PAS is so difficult to penetrate the real political market in Malayau). However, I will still retain those arabic term which can be translated straight away (with exception to ana anta anti etc)

2. THE INTRODUCTION?

The perfection of Islam makes the explanation of its terms somehow difficult, The properties of "tarbiyyah Islamiyyah' itself has to be as comprehensively as the perfection touch of Islam. It should not only be focused on some aspect of human nature, and their responsibility on this earth. It should not only be confined on the spiritual aspect and manners alone, as being specified by the field concentration and manners tasawwuf strictly without denying that it is also mandatory.It should not be focused on aspects of present theories of aqliyyah just as discussed by philosophers, by recognizing that brain/mind also has its role as well as the soul and body, heart, manners and attitude, which is the supply of good times and poor, happy and pain, peace and war, which allow one to face the challenges of the self and society brought about by nature good or evil, just or unjust.( is that understandable? well at least I am trying my best Lol) Therefore it must include understanding of tarbiyyah rohaniyyah, tarbiyyah ijtima'iyyah, tarbiyyah jihadiyyah etc., based on aspects of the Islamic perfection beliefs and methods, Although humans have natural properties, but the role and capabilities are limited. And this is why the tarbiyyah should be put in place. To make it short, i wont try to give a lecture why there must be tarbiyyah harakiyah, but i will share the TWO main points how the tarbiyyah harakiyah could be strengthen, absorbed and spread based on the book which I've read before.

3. KNOWLEDGE (AL-'ILM if you prefer)

Recite in the name of your Lord who created -Created man from a clinging substance.Recite, and your Lord is the most Generous -Who taught by the pen -Taught man that which he knew not. (Quran 96:1-5)

And the believers should not all go out to fight. Of every troop of them, a party only should go forth, that they (who are left behind) may gain sound knowledge in religion, and that they may warn their folk when they return to them, so that they may beware (Quran 9:122)

And among people and moving creatures and grazing livestock are various colors similarly. Only those fear Allah , from among His servants, who have knowledge. Indeed, Allah is Exalted in Might and Forgiving (Quran 35:28)

All of the above words come from Allah; all in regards to knowledge. The significance of knowledge is so simple, but all of us always being skeptic when it comes to knowledge (kalau seluruh laut dijadikan dakwat untuk menulis, xkan habis ilmu Allah). Yes I am not denying that the knowledge is infinity, sky is the limit, but read again all of the above, we only need the knowledge whenever we have to use them! well it is arguable that knowledge is not confined to any particular area, but do believe me, there is none of the knowledge which we have acquired (at least so far) has been accepted into the brain memory as a spare! (we do use them once we know them; that is why it is being called as knowledge) confused? Let me give you another example, the knowledge of using knife never existed before until we need to use them. The knowledge of flying a kite never exist before until someone started to think to acquire such knowledge. What is the point here? So from Dato Seri writings where he emphasized knowledge as an important tool for tarbiyyah harakiyyah, I concluded that the point here is that 3 rules should apply in regards to knowledge:-

i. READ as Allah's asked Gabrielle to send the message to Muhammad to read (only when the time has come; not when Muhammad was a kid, not before Muhammad get married. Why He instructed Muhammad to read? Because the time has come. Don't asked why on that particular moment, as He knows that the right time has come. I'm not telling you that we should wait for the time to come, but believe your instinct (there must be a reason why it is there) we will READ when we HAVE to read. Means that whenever we are reading, that is the right time to read, so just read! Got the point?

ii. BE SPECIFIC. The second verse I put on before clearly stated that not all of us should be the SUPERMAN. Each of us has been created for a specific purpose. Know yourself only then you will know your enemy (can you imagine how broad is that?) Be specific as we are human, with zillions of braincell which are very potential to be developed; provided that we be specific. Well yes I don't remember exactly every words in the Quran but I can get into the battle even only with a pen with Allah's will. Who can question that? But I am trying to be specific, I possessed the knowledge in depth, I can manouvre the pen precisely, and I never forget that Allah is the one who own me, my knowledge, specialty and my pen as the weapon(I'm not saying that empowered Quran in ourselves is not a must). An engineer cannot built without an architect, and both will die whenever the building collapsed if there is no fireman and doctor.Got the point?

iii.ALLAH IS THE ULTIMATE GOAL. enough said, READ and SPECIALTY must be compliment with this one. there is no KNOWLEDGE without this one. we cannot be considered as knowledgeable without this one. Well yes people do said that non muslim is more knowledgeable most of the time, the world now shows the fact that non muslim have more knowledge but have we forgotten how THE ALMIGHTY defined KNOWLEDGE? Read carefully the third verse above, Got the point?

4. GOOD PRACTICE (AL-'AML if you prefer)

Do you order righteousness of the people and forget yourselves while you recite the Scripture? Then will you not reason? (Quran 2:44)

Say, [O Muhammad], "Shall we [believers] inform you of the greatest losers as to [their] deeds?[They are] those whose effort is lost in worldly life, while they think that they are doing well in work.Those are the ones who disbelieve in the verses of their Lord and in [their] meeting Him, so their deeds have become worthless; and We will not assign to them on the Day of Resurrection any importance. (Quran 18: 103-105)

O you who have believed, why do you say what you do not do?Great is hatred in the sight of Allah that you say what you do not do. (61:2-3)

It is therefore crucial that involving in an Islamic Movement ie Harakiyyah Islamiyyah with a strong way of thinking (fikrah if you prefer) will not bring any good results as Allah has promised this and He always hold His promise. A fikrah if not accompanied with a good practice is like a footballer with a full spec boots but have never been trained before, it is exactly like pointing up a gun towards your enemy without filling any bullet. You will not only fail to score a goal or kill the enemy, but it is certain that u will lose your game and got killed!Got the point right?

5.THE END

Aaaaahhhh then what so new about knowledge and good practice? Well i am not here to teach you why it is so important to be in the harakiyyah islamiyyah. I am not here to tell you that PAS is the best harakiyyah Islamiyyah. But I believe each of us is here, spending our time for Allah, there is no spare time in this life to be spent to except Allah ( I dont understand why is there SPARE word in the dictionary) and we shoudlnt work for PAS or UMNO or whatever NGO (for those who prefer so called non partisan not because of the winning post, not because of the political ambition but we are all here today just because Allah instructed us to do so. No one knows if PAS OR UMNO will last until tomorrow, but each of must must have the faith that our faith is that Allah is our final destination, we are not going anywhere but to Him, we are not doing anything but to achieve Him, we are not breathing but to be with Him, and to make sure that faith last until we have successfully reach Him one day, the idea to be together in the Harakiyyah Islamiyah is the answer, brought my Muhammad to us and we should maintain that with knowledge and good practice, we become knowledgeable by knowledge. Become knowledgeable by knowledge. Become knowledgeable by knowledge. Allahuakbar wa Lillahilhamd. Sekian. Excuse my language pal....=)

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2011-03-13T12:12:00.001-07:00

Let us spit the Bastards!

2009-11-28T05:28:00.000-08:00

Suddenly i had a feeling to type in a few storyline here after receiving the jpa agreement form after a very long and hard birocracy procedure. I am not going to tell you how sad and hard it was for me to get a sponsorship (or at least a riba-based loan) in order for me to obtain a piece of shit that is being called "degree". Waste your precious 1-minute here and I bet you will curse me like I am the worst creature that GOD ever made.

The cost of a college education (some people name the kindergarten as college as well) has risen to unthinkable levels over the last two decades. Let me name the bastards that rule our country over the last two decades; The Bastard Mahathir Mohamad and The Assassin Najib Razak. Go to hell with salutation as my definition of salutation might be differ than you do. Ah lets get back to the point. Few parents have the extra coins on hand to cover these costs, so student loans and mounting debt have become a reality for so many students.

Easy picture, a graduate nowadays will be burden with an outstanding debts of 50 to 100 thousand ringgit. It almost defeats the purpose of getting a degree at the first place (I'm going to say it is already did). so fakap right? With no end to tuition increase in sight, financial aid packages are essential for every single student ( unless your parent are among those Bastards and Assasins).

Make it simple, this is how the picture of our life is being drew by the Bastards and the Assassins (probably they did draw this only on a piece of rough paper that they picked randomly from their dustbin; might be the losing tenderer's application form or might be their used toilet paper, who knows?). I don't give a shit on your responses as I already know be defensive or supportive, it is all about justification. But I am still standing to write.

Ah forget to explain what I inteded to say on the previous paragraph. This is the picture; Parent will give you birth, with RM 1 fees if they choose to make it in a government hospital ( which belong to us, not them!) or a few thousands ringgit if they choose to make it in a non-government (which also belong to us by them stealing our money and slaughtered the rights to get a free medical treatment with a fakap privatisation).Excuse my language!What a shame to steal RM 1 after stealing billions of money?Oh God.

Then you will go to school, again you are require to pay the school fees, where they say it is not that much (yes not that much, they are going to steal from you even only a penny!) Then get an entry to a foundation college (they named it by a various number of glamourous term-matriculation, STPM, foundation centre or whatever shit they have in mind). After that you will go to the next level; the most being dreamed of; UNIVERSITY.

What a joke. They offer you a piece of white shit with your name written in there, like a passport for you to get into a so called "well respected and reputable" stage of life. What a joke. May I start laughing now? Haha.Do you realized what kind of life stage are you getting into? A life phase of paying debts and debts and debts. Congratulation everybody!

p/s I am not among those "fully sponsored" student, I realize that life is not easy, but bloody hell I know that a humankind shouldnt be burden with debt that is being created intentionally by the Bastards and the Assassins.Allegation?Haha.

My definition might be different from you, so dont teach me the meaning of those.

penselXtajam

KERJA KERJA KERJA.

2009-09-15T00:20:00.000-07:00

Aduh..Bau aircond office.Kerja!

Marhaban ya Ramadhan

2009-08-21T15:45:00.001-07:00

Marhaban ya Ramadhan..
Terdetik hati nak mengetap kibod malam ni. Baru balik solat tarawih untuk malam pertama Ramadahan. Apa yang aku boleh kongsi, Ramadhan di UK memang menyeronokkan. Seronok, excited, tak sabar, rasa rindu dengan Ramadhan tak dapat aku nak tulis dengan kata-kata apatah lagi nukilan. Apa yang seronok?

DIVERSITY
Ramadhan di Malaysia, kiri kanan Pakcik, Abang, Atok sebangsa dengan aku. Sama kulit sama bahasa sama warna sama bau. But here diversity has put me in a state of acceptance, in a state of humbleness, in a state of realizing back where am I came from. Masyallah Islam overrulled the difference between races, by putting the similarity of faith towards Allah.

TOTAL COMPREHENSION
Why? Did I never try to absorb the real feeling of reciting the Quran before? Did I never try to be focus whenever I perform prayers before? Did I never try to get myself into the Solah before? To be sincere, those were not the questions, but the issue to be arisen here is I don't know why, I feel the total comprehension here, which I know that it shouldn't be limited to that only.

LOVE
As simple as I can put these words, I feel the LOVE of Allah. Why? U should try it, try to be here and you will feel it yourself.

Ada sesuatu yang menarik terjadi malam ini. Mungkin biasa bagi sesetengah orang, tapi bagi aku, ianya sesuatu yang menarik.

1. Imam tersilap; Time rakaat pertama, tarawih yang pertama, Imam tersilap baca atau terlupa sepotong ayat yang dibacanya. Aku agak terperanjat bila hampir separuh dari jemaah terus membetulkan bacaan dia, which mean they memorized those verses as well, not only standing behind the Imam like I did. Rasa macam kena penampar gaban dekat muka aku, ya Allah, kenapa aku tak tergolong dalam golongan orang yang hafal Quran? Balik ni sumpah aku nak belaja Bahasa Arab balik, Muaz tolonglah aku. Rakaat kedua, otak aku macam melayang2 nak suruh Muaz bukak kelas Bahasa Arab, aku buat marketing boleh la..Hahaha. Headline: MARI BELAJAR BAHASA SYURGA BRO!

2.Doa Qunut Witir; Aku xpaham bahasa Arab, sikit2 boleh la..Tapi aku xsangka, aku macam paham doa yang Imam Abu Muaz tu baca, hati aku rasa bergetar xdapek den nak cerito eh jang. Memang rasa badan macam digoncang2. Lebih kurang macam ni lah antara maksud dia, Ya Allah jauhkanlah aku dari segala sifat lemah, jauhkanlah aku daripada segala maksiat, lemahkanlah nafsuku, hanya padaMu kami pinta agar lahir sifat2 kuat, kental dan hebat untuk menghadapi musuh2Mu. Ya Allah, lindungilah aku dibawah payungMu.

Ah. Rasa malas nak balik puasa dekat Malaysia. Kenangan tahun lepas datang satu persatu. Apapun, aku pasti akan rindukan Ramadhan di Newcastle.

NCL-DBX-KUL

2009-08-18T01:31:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah lagi 2 minggu aku balik lepas setahun bermusafir di sini.
Seronok, excited, serabut, kusut, bercampur baur.
Paling serabut, apa lah nak dibelikan untuk orang semua.
Teringat yang ini, teringat jugak yang itu.
Dah try buat list pun, tetap serabut jugak.
Aduh. Dah memang aku tak biasa nak belikan souvenir untuk orang kot.
Sebab tu lah agaknye.
Hrm. Xpe, bantai habis lah ape pun layankan aje.
Malaysia here I come. Babai cool weather..I'm living in a HOT place soon..

Crazy headache

2009-08-16T10:30:00.000-07:00

Aduh tah dah brape lame kpale aku xsakit macam ni. Macam2 dah dibuat xjugak hilang. Ya Allah andai aku mati sebab sakit kepala ni, ampunkan dosa-dosa aku selama di dunia. Puas dah aku cuba masih sakit lagi. Sejak pukul 3 petang lagi. Ya Allah kenapa ni......

Kerja jahat aku harini?

2009-08-15T10:50:00.001-07:00

Ni lagi power dari tiga line beb..

2009-08-15T07:42:00.001-07:00

Dah jadi lumrah seorang manusia perlukan kumpulan. Dah jadi lumrah manusia jugak untuk menamakan diri pada satu kumpulan. Fasa kematangan manusia salah satunya mencari identiti diri yang paling sesuai dengannya. Bila cerita bab membuat pilihan, kadangkala manusia tersalah pilih. Seringkali jugak manusia buta dalam membuat pilihan yang tepat. Semua orang mengaku ada identiti diri masing-masing, tidak meniru dan benci ditiru. Aku? Aku ada identiti diri aku sendiri. Dalam bab pergerakan dalam berjuang, ini yang aku pilih. Kau? Apa pilihan kau? Jom! Bersama Pemuda PAS.Kita jahanamkan kerajaan UMNO BN. Gambar aku curi dan edit dekat Episode Sebuah Perjuangan.

Semangat menulis kembali lagi?

2009-08-14T16:52:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah syukur2 semangat menulis kembali lagi. Haha. Biasa lah kan tengah2 duk bosan siapkan website mama yang punya susah nak buat tu, dalam masa yang sama aku berlatih menajamkan skill memahamkan script html. Btw xde lah susah mane pun, asalkan belajar insyallah xde hal punye nak buat. Woooo.. So everybody here Pensel Tajam! kembali menulis.. Sementara tu, meh kita bantai website company MAMA hasil kerja tangan aku.

Aku dan Presiden

2009-06-24T13:25:00.000-07:00

Malas nak tulis. Ni gambar time kat Corus Hotel, Hyde Park, London haritu.
Credit tu Pakcik Huda for the pix. Amacam? Ada gaya nak ganti Dato Seri x?

Selamat Hari Babah

2009-06-20T12:24:00.000-07:00

Dah lame tak menulis since last entri.
Bukan ape, writing is not really my hobby.
Menulis bila rasa nak.

Entri ni khas untuk babah, xtau la babah bace ke x.
Haritu babah was some sort of sarcastic time bagi duit die ingat org tak ingat Hari Babah kot.Heheh. Padahal belum masenye pun lagi. Haritu tulis poem utk mama, this one special for Him, my beloved Babah.

Tajuk : Babah

Yang azankan abang masa baru bertemu dunia..Babah.
Yang salinkan lampin abang masa mama dalam pantang..Babah.
Yang bwak abang jalan2..Babah
(kita ke Mimaland petang2 masa puasa, kita pegi Titiwangsa, kita pegi Genting Highland, kita pergi Langkawi, kita pegi Pangkor, kita pusing2 satu Malaysia. Adik2 yang lain semua xmerasa)
Yang layan abang ke hulu ke hilir..Babah (ingat lagi babah cerita masa tu nak naik keretapi dari segamat, sampai Sg Besi mengamok pulak nak naik kapal terbang)
Yang abang cari bila nak apa2..Babah
Bila abang merungut nak kereta, yang beli..Babah
Bila abang merungut nak motor, yang bagi duit..Babah
Laptop yang abang buat type ni pun yang belikan..Babah
Bila abang merungut nak beli itu ini, yang pening cari duit.. Babah
Tapi,..
Abang sedar brape kali sangatlah abg bersusah payah untuk babah..
Babah bagi duit, abang pegi beli rokok.
Babah bagi duit, abang pegi main game.
Babah bagi duit, abang pegi enjoy ngn kawan2.
Abang minta maaf bah.
Abang ingat lagi masa tu..
Darjah 1, yang hanta abang daftar, berpusing kehulu kehilir..Babah
Darjah 2, pindah sekolah, yang pimpin tangan lintaskan jalan pagi2..Babah
Tingkatan 1, result UPSR abang tak bagus, yang turun naik PPD cari sekolah utk abang..Babah
Daftar sekolah tingkatan 1, yang bertungkus lumus uruskan transport..Babah
Tingkatan 2, yang pening abang merokok..Babah (lama babah simpan rahsia tu dari Mama)
Tingkatan 3, yang pening abg bawak kawan2 balik apartel..Babah
Tingkatan 4, yang drive jauh2 hanta pegi sekolah baru..Babah
Tingkatan 5, yang pening datang jauh2 setlekan abang nak kna gantung sekolah..Babah
Habis Form 5, dapat masuk UIA, walaupun masa tu Babah xhantar, tp abg tau Babah seronok betul masa tu. Babah belikan abang kereta. Babah ingat x?
Abang eksidenkan kete mama, yang paling rilek mase tu..Babah
Yang berhabis duit selesaikan kete tu..Babah
Lepas tu abang kena buang. Yang pening buat rayuan..Babah
Yang pening tolong cover..Babah
Yang kecewa..Babah
Sekali lagi, abang minta maaf bah..
Lepas tu masa tu abang amik STPM. Lama jugak babah tak bercakap dengan abang.
Lama jugak abang tak minta langsung duit dkat babah.
Lama jugak tak duduk bergurau dengan Babah. Abang tau babah marah.Ampunkan abang.
Masuk UiTM, yang hantar abang ke Kuching, babah..
abang ingat lagi babah bagi envelope dalam tu ada 3ratus, babah tulis short note.
"Ni je yang babah mampu bagi buat masa ni. Belajar sungguh2"
Babah langsung xungkit abang kena buang UIA.
Babah langsung xungkit duit yg habis babah belanjakan kat abang.
Pada masa yang sama, adik2 yang lain pun babah nak kena suapkan.
Masa tu air mata ni xtahu nak hentikan macamana.
Sebak, terharu, sedih dan macam2 lagi. Abang janji masa tu abang akan buktikan sesuatu.
Alhamdulillah, abang tamatkan UiTM dengan cemerlang berkat doa Babah.
Tapi terbalas ke, berbaloi ke, worth it ke dengan apa yang Babah habiskan?
Habis UiTM, abang tau babah harapkan abang boleh bantu Babah, bantu adik2.
Sekali lagi, abang sibuk nak kikis Babah lagi.
Bukan sikit, abang mintak pegi UK pulak.
Yang jenuh cari scholar..Babah
Yang jenuh naik turun bank nak buat loan..Babah
Yang jenuh masuk Parlimen, jumpa menteri sana sini..Babah
Tapi xberjaya. Babah ingat x camne muke Pengarah MARA tu?
Sekali lagi, babah jugak yang keluar duit.
Sekarang,
abang dekat sini.
Tapi masih lagi mengharap babah.
Sikit2, babah.
Abang minta maaf bah. Bagi abang sikit masa lagi, insyallah, abg ganti tempat babah.
Bukan duit yang nak abang timbulkan,
tapi betapa sebenarnya abang bergantung harap dekat babah.
Dalam masa yang sama, entah brape banyak kali abang lukakan hati babah.
kalaulah luka dekat hati tu boleh nampak, abang xtau berapa banyak parut yang
disebabkan abang.
Abang ingat lagi mase tu betape marahnye Babah, babah ckap;
"Kau ni, kalau aku picit kecik2 dulu, mati senang2 je kau tau x!
Ni dah besar, bukan main lagi perangai kau!."
Sekali lagi, ampunkan abang.

Yang menjadi hero dalam perjuangan ni, xlain xbukan, Babah la orangnye.
Abang letak Babah lagi tinggi dari TGNA, TGHH, almarhum ustaz Fadhil dsb/
Abang letak babah lagi tinggi dari org lain.
Kenapa? Sbb abg tau sejauh mana tulus, setianya Babah.
Sebab abg nampak dengan mata kepala abg sendiri macamana babah berjuang.
Sebab abg tau atas dasar apa babah berkorban sampai tahap macam ni sekali.
Sebab tu antara ramai2 adik beradik, abang sekali pun xpenah bising babah jarang ada rumah.
Muaz pun merungut dulu susah nak jumpa Babah kecuali hari Jumaat.
Kakak lagi la, Babah ingat x lagi dia merungut "PEJABAT, PEJABAT, PEJABAT!"
Maya, Mundzir, Yam, Hajar, Mujib, Mujahid semuanya paling kurang sekali mesti mengeluh sebab babah mesti selalu xde kat rumah.

Tahun ni,
Abang xpandai nak raikan babah.
Abang xpandai nak bagi hadiah2 macam Muaz bagi
Abang xpandai nak tnjuk betapa abang hargai Babah.
Tapi, Abang janji, balik ni, abang picit kaki Babah (dan xkan merungut langsung) Hihihihi
Moga doa Babah terus meletakkan abang di bawah lindunganNya
Selamat Hari Babah.
Buat Babahku yang tercinta.

Anak sulungmu, Newcastle Upon Tyne, United Kingdom.

Aku memang sakit hati oooooo

2009-06-04T17:47:00.001-07:00

Memang sakit hati aku oooo.
nak tengok muktamar live langsung xdapat.
kenapalah ada beza waktu msia dgn sini??

Peperiksaan Tamat. Lepas ni apa?

2009-05-30T17:14:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah.

Exam dah abes. Lega. Tapi berdebar jugak tgu exam. Hrm..

But then I still got one week Professional Practice Project. It will be inter-disciplinary project of constructing an unknown-type of building. Hahaha. Again, have to think as if I am a professional QS. Might be easy as well as not. Hopefully it will be an easy task.

Aha. But perhaps that will not be the main stuff to be concentrated on. I am more interested on 55th MIP AGM. Ahaha. Sounds great isnt it?

Hiduplah untuk memberi (2)

2009-05-22T06:47:00.001-07:00

Sambung cerita memberi dalam hidup.

1.Brian Burnie punya cerita;
Are you mad? Itu yang dikatakan oleh akauntan jutawan Brian Burnie, apabila majikannya menyatakan hasrat untuk menderma hotel mewahnya bernilai sekitar GBP 20 juta.

Si kaya yang GILA itu kata;

"While owning property and making money is important, it is not as important as people."

'The biggest thing with most people is money, but with me it is not. I want to give it up and do something more for others.

"We can all do something by leaving money to charity when we die, but why don't we do something while we are still living?'

2.Bill Gates punya cerita;

Pada bulan Jun 2008, Bill Gates yang berumur 52 tahun telah membuat pengumuman akan meninggalkan sejumlah hartanya yang bernilai USD 58 billion untuk tujuan kebajikan dalam surat wasiatnya.

Wang itu akan diletakkan di dalam Yayasan Bill and Melinda Gates, untuk membiayai kajian kesihatan dan perubatan serta pendidikan di seluruh dunia. Dia kata,

"We want to give it back to society in the way that it will have the most positive impact, I want to make a positive contribution to the world"

3. Warren Bufet punya cerita;

Warren Buffet, 75, pada June 2006 melakukan derma amal kepada Yayasan Gates untuk tujuan yang sama. Jumlah yang didermakan bukan kecil malah berjumlah USD 44 billion.

4. Mus'ab Mustafha punya cerita;

Time solat jumaat seluk poket masuk dalam tabung (jumlah dirahsiakan ahahaha). Tapi yang nak ceritanya, apabila tiba2 hinggap kebodohan dalam diri menyesal bagi sebab dah xdak coin untuk keringkan baju dekat dobi (apakah gila dengan aku ni?) astaghfirullah. sapa baca, doakan lah aku supaya xkena sepak terajang masuk dalam neraka. nauzubillah. malunya aku dengan kapir 3 orang kat atas tu..

TAHNIAH MAHATMA MALAYSIA!

2009-05-22T01:12:00.001-07:00

ya..
itu dia..
Mahatma Malaysia sudah membuktikan bahawa Nizar itu haram.
Mahatma Malaysia sudah membuktikan dia yang berhak.
Mahatma Malaysia sudah membuktikan Sultan berkuasa mutlak.
Mahatma Malaysia!

Mahatma Gandhi Malaysia

2009-05-13T04:05:00.000-07:00

Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi diberi gelaran "Mahatma" yang bererti great soul atas usahanya mencapai kebebasan dan kemerdekaan untuk India.

Antara usaha2 beliau adalah menentang keras cukai tanah yg tinggi, diskriminasi, menentang poverty, memperjuangkan hak2 wanita, meninggikan hak2 mengamalkan agama dan etnik, menentang imuniti pemimpin dan yg paling tak boleh dilupakan bukan sahaja warga India, malah seluruh dunia adalah kejayaan beliau mencapai Swaraj untuk India - memerdekaan India dari dominasi penjajah British.

Gandhi jugak sangat popular dengan quote2 atau slogan2 yang terpacul sendiri daripada mulut beliau. Tapi yang paling famous adalah DO OR DIE.

Aku termenung terkesima Allah ciptakan manusia sehebat ini memperjuangkan negaranya. Again, bukan bangsanya. Nasionalisme dan Patriotisme adalah 2 perkara yang sgt berbeza.

Tamat riwayat Gandhi apabila beliau dibunuh pada 30 January 1948.
Setelah 61 tahun kematiannya, dunia dikurniakan Gandhi yang baru.

KAH KAH KAH...ada hati mahu jadi MAHATMA GANDHI tuh.
KAH KAH KAH..xpa la ni org bagi la penghormatan takut nanti kempunan.
KAH KAH KAH..(langsung tidak meniru gaya penulisan TUKAR TIUB)
tapi gambar adalah sumber PAS cawangan Bukit Sentosa.

Peperiksaan semakin dekat.

2009-05-12T13:48:00.000-07:00

Makin hari kulit semakin menua.
Makin hari kulit semakin tua.
Makin hari ajal semakin hampir.
Makin hari, hari-hari mudaku semakin lupus, semakin ditinggalkan.
Makin hari, semakin rugi 24x60x60 detik.
Makin hari, apa yang ditunggu semakin dekat.
Makin hari, apa yang di belakang semakin ditinggalkan dan semakin jauh.
Makin hari, peperiksaan pun makin dekat.
Makin hari, hari Isnin makin datang.
Tinggal beberapa hari, peperiksaan pertama di sini tiba.
Tinggal beberapa hari, masa untuk membaca semakin kurang.
Tinggal beberapa hari untuk berdoa dan sujud.
Tinggal beberapa hari je org yg baca entri ni nak doakan AKU.
Doakan kejayaanku semua!

Selamat Hari Mama

2009-05-10T05:18:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Mama

Masa kecil,

Bila dahaga, yang susukan abang.... mama
Bila lapar, yang suapkan abang.... mama
Bila keseorangan, yang sentiasa di samping abang.. .. mama
Kata mama, perkataan pertama yang abang sebut.... mama
Bila bangun tidur, abang cari.... mama

Bila abang nangis, orang pertama yang datang .... mama
Bila nak bermanja, abang cari dan dekati.... mama
Bila nak bergesel, abang duduk sebelah.... mama
Bila sedih, yang boleh memujuk abang hanya.... mama
Bila nakal, yang memarahi abang.... mama
Bila merajuk, yang memujuk abang cuma.... mama
Bila abang melakukan kesalahan, yang paling cepat marah.... mama
Bila abang takut, yang tenangkan abang.... mama
Bila nak peluk, yang abang suka peluk..... mama

Sekarang ni pun,

Abang selalu teringatkan .... mama
Bila sedih, abang mesti talipon.... mama
Bila seronok, orang pertama abang nak beritahu.... . mama
Bila bengang.. abang suka luah pada.. mama
Bila takut, abang selalu panggil... "mamaaa! "
Bila sakit, orang paling risau adalah.... mama
Bila nak exam, orang paling sibuk juga.... mama
Bila buat hal, yang marah abang dulu.... mama
Bila ada masalah, yang paling risau.... mama
Yang masih peluk dan cium abang sampai hari ni.. mama
Yang selalu masak makanan kegemaran abang. ... mama
kalau balik ke kampung, yang selalu bekalkan lauk pauk..... mama
Yang selalu simpan dan kemaskan barang-barang aku.... mama
Yang selalu berleter kat aku... mama
Yang selalu puji aku.... mama
Yang selalu nasihat aku.... mama

Yang tak pernah nak menangis kalau aku pergi...mama

Yang abang keje kantoi je selalu...mama

Bila nak kahwin nanti,

Orang pertama abang nak tunjuk dan rujuk..... mama

Tapi kalau mama tak dekat dengan abang.....
MAMA...RINDU MAMA.... RINDU SANGAT..

SELAMAT HARI MAMA.

Salam rindu dari anak sulungmu,

Newcastle Upon Tyne

Examination is getting closer!

2009-05-06T05:57:00.001-07:00

It's been a year since my last paper of exam. Obviously it is not easy to get into the mood again after a very long time. But what option do I have?

Aha. I got no option at all. The exam has to be taken. No matter whether I like it or not.

Aha. This seems like the option of choosing the way of living.

Aha. I got no option, I have to face a real exam after this short-life. What do I have to do? Easy answer, nothing to ponder, nothing to be thought any further. Only and always be, get prepared.

Then, that is the answer, the only answer so I have to get prepared.

Get prepared the son of Mustafha and Norhayati!
Get prepared the slave of Allah!
Get prepared!

Hiduplah untuk memberi.

2009-05-03T13:43:00.000-07:00

Kadang2 nafsu bergelojak nak ada duit banyak.

Bahkan selalu hati berkata untuk terus bercita-citakan kekayaan.

Bahkan selalu juga akal ligat berfikit untuk mengecap cita2 untuk kaya.

Bahkan tubuh seringkali juga berusaha untuk mencapai kekayaan.

Bahkan mata melihat apa2 sahaja yang boleh membantu mencapai duit yang banyak.

Bahkan kaki mendorong ke tempat2 yg boleh membawa kepada kaya (kononnya).

Rezki itu perlu. Ya.

Untuk apa?

Untuk terus hidupkah?

Untuk puaskah?

Untuk menunjuk-nunjuk kah? Mungkin tidak.

Ya. Untuk puas. Tapi sejarah manakah yang pernah mencatat bahawa manusia itu kenal erti puas? Tak ada. Langsung tak ada.

Mungkin..hakikat hidup ini untuk memberi sebanyak-banyaknya.
Biar tiada apa pun yang tinggal.
Bukan menerima sebanyak-banyaknya.
Sampai tiada tempat lagi yg tinggal untuk disimpan.

Ya. Itulah dia sebenarnya. Hidup ini untuk memberi sebanyak-banyaknya.
Bukan menerima.

Mus'ab Mustafha.
Mencintai ayahanda dan bondanya.

Kadang-kadang apa yang ada di depan meminta kita menoleh ke belakang sejenak

2009-05-02T17:47:00.001-07:00

Salam Kematian,

Aku selalu berfikir tentang hidup, kematian, kubur dan hari penghitungan. cukup bersediakah aku? menghadapi hidup, menemui kematian, berseorangan seketika dalam kubur dan dihisab segala aktiviti di dunia sementara bersedia menjalani dunia satu lagi yang kekal. akan adakah pilihan?

Hidup di dunia bukan pilihan aku, betul.

Adakah pernah aku disuruh untuk pilih samada mahu ke dunia atau tidak?tidak.

Hidup di dunia bukan pilihan kita, betul.

Yang Maha Kuasa itu yang menentukan, ya.

Maka siapalah aku untuk memilih cara mana yang aku patut hidup?

Tiada pilihan, apa yang disuruh itu yang perlu, Yang Maha Kuasa itulah yang berhak.

Maka siapalah aku untuk memilih cara hidup yang mana?

Mana ada pilihan, semua kena ikut cakap Dia.

Ya. Semua kena ikut cakap dia.

Suka x suka, kena jugak ikut.

Cukupkah sekadar berfikir?

Ya. Kadang2 apa yang ada di hadapan itu seringkali meminta kita menoleh ke belakang sejenak.

Untuk apa menoleh?

Supaya x sekali lagi tersadung, supaya x sekali lagi tersangkut kaki.

Mus'ab Mustafha
Newcastle Upon Tyne

Ayat inspirasi minggu ini!

2009-02-26T05:37:00.000-08:00

يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا إِن تَنصُرُوا اللَّهَ يَنصُرْكُمْ وَيُثَبِّتْ أَقْدَامَكُمْ

"Hai orang-orang yang beriman, jika kamu menolong (agama) Allah, niscaya Dia akan menolongmu dan meneguhkan kedudukanmu. " (47:7)

p/s yeeehhhaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wont worry. not anymore!

go blog dan goblog

2009-02-25T14:11:00.000-08:00

Penah dengar term di atas?

Go blog maksudnya meluangkan masa yang lapang (jika profesion adalah selain daripada bloggers sepenuh masa) dan menulis blog akan apa sahaja yang dirasakan ingin ditulis. Ramai orang yang berbakat tulis blog. Ramai orang yang mindanya tercetus hebat di hadapan keybod dan papan pemuka pc atau laptop. Ramai yang dalam sedar dan tidak sedar sebenarnya hebat dalam mencetuskan pendapat. Tapi masa.... (lihat post saya yang sebelumnya). Saya xdapat lagi luangkan masa untuk menulis..Alhamdulillah hari ni curi dalam 5 minit utk post kali ini.

Goblog adalah perkataan orang jawa yang bermaksud bodoh, dungu, lampi, slow, bingai, bongok, bangang. Dalam ayat lainnya, goblog itu negatif, tidak bagus dan tidak enak didengar.

Apa signifikan go blog dengan goblog? Sesungguhnya orang2 yang go blog tidak goblog langsung seperti yang didakwa mereka-mereka itu. Siapa? ah. fikirkan

esok masih ada?

2009-01-28T18:11:00.000-08:00

ya Allah,
berikanlah aku hidup sehari lagi esok.
moga aku dapat bertaubat padamu.
moga aku dapat tebus segala dosaku.
ya Allah berikan aku sehari lagi.
moga aku ada peluang untuk berjuang.
menegakkan agamamu ya Allah.

ya Allah,
kalau ini malam terakhir hidupku,
benarkan aku mengucap syahadahmu.

demi masa!

2009-01-27T17:03:00.000-08:00

demi masa sesungguhnya aku dalam kerugian.
kecuali jika aku benar2 beriman dan sentiasa beramal soleh.
ya Allah tetapkanlah hatiku berpesan2 pada perkara yg benar.
ya Allah mantapkanlah jiwaku dengan kesabaran.

aku kan manusia?

Perdana Menteriku

2009-01-20T05:06:00.000-08:00

Ni Perdana Menteri Saya.

Hensem kan?

Intifada Palestine!

2009-01-02T17:24:00.000-08:00

On 2nd january around 60 protestors turned out for a noisy picket of the Newcastle branch of Mark and Spencer, calling for a boycott of M&S over their support for Israel, the boycott of all Israeli goods and an end to all British support for Israel.

Hrm.. my 1st time joining a rally (i mean abroad, out of Malaysia). A very good experience for me. Assembling people together to fight against the apartheid state of Israel. A lot of people getting out from Mark and Spencer and they were shouting like crazy on us. They were shouting "Bloody Paki", "U back off idiot!", "Stop talking bulls**t!" and many more. Police attended the demonstration but with the exception of harassing people behind the stall over whether they were accepting donations, kept a low profile.

Kitorang jerit la "Free Palestine!"."1,2,3,4, Occupation No More! 5,6,7,8 Israel is an Apartheid State!". "Intifada Palestine!". Yang stylo tu omputih tu sume pun jerit sama. Ya Allah selamatkanlah saudara2 kami. Hancurkanlah Musuh2 kami. Nak tau picket tu ditamatkan dengan apa? Takbir!Allahuakbar! sume orang tercengang beb.

Btw, ni just intro. Besok (3rd Jan), protestors will be turning out in force for a rally at Grey's Monument from 12-2pm, called by local Palestinians and supported by Newcastle Palestine Solidarity Campaign, Fight Racism Fight Imperialism, Tyne and Wear Stop the War Coalition, University Friends of Palestine and others.

End the onslaught on Gaza!

End British collusion with the blockade of Gaza!
Boycott Israeli goods!
Boycott Marks and Spencer!
Self-determination for the Palestinian people!

Haybar Haybar Haybar Ya Yahud! Jaishu Muhammad! Saufa Yauud! Allahuakbar!

Urgggghhhh...

2008-12-25T06:16:00.000-08:00

Maaf lame sungguh xupdate blog ni..

Sibuk benar. Erm. Macam lah aku ni Perdana Menteri kan?

Haha.

Tp sungguh, sibukkkkkkk... Adui..

Let me share this with u. Actually I'm on holiday now. For a month. There will be no class until February, but..Things to be completed and dealt with;

1. Office Building Design - Proposal of Architectural Works and Technology.

2. Measurement of Civil Engineering Works - Proposed Piling Works in a Harbor.

3. Project Planning for Proposed Sports Centre of 5000m2 GFA.

4. Application for Internship/Placement (to apply and fill 40 application forms)

5. Preparation to work - Domestic Assistant at Royal Victoria Infirmary.

6. Northumbria University Malaysian Society website - gila mencabar.

7. Fix up all previous course - damn no notes. Have to work out by myself.

8. Professional Practive Project - preliminary studies.

Boleh ke ni nak stle sume ni ek? Dlam mase sebulan. Pheww..

Ya Allah berikanlah aku kekuatan.

Dalam dan Luar.

Tapi, if there is no task langsung macam kat atas tu, pasti takde la kemanisan hidup ni.

Betul x?

Satu lagi karutan daripadaku.

Haha. Smile la. =)

Eid Mubarak..

2008-12-07T05:32:00.001-08:00

Salam pengorbanan..

For the 1st time i will celebrate Eidul Adha not in a typical Malaysian environment. An Eidul Adha in a kuffar land. Hence there will be no open-slaughtering like in Malaysia. Erm.. Perhaps this will be quite weird for me. Anyways, I have a new determination this year. In the name of Allah, in the spirit of sacrifies of Prophet Ibrahim a.s., let me be a new me, your soleh slave. Ya Allah, you are the only One that I put all my faith, ya Allah, take off all bad deeds of me, put on all good deeds to cover my body as my clothes at all time,; every second every day, so that it will always borne in my mind that I am your caliph.

My recent ipod playlist

2008-12-04T14:29:00.000-08:00

Bersatulah wahai kaum muslimin

Dengan semangat dan roh kebenaran

Berjihadlah wahai kaum muslimin

Walau susah menempuh cabaran

Bersatulah wahai kaum muslimin

Dengan obor sinar kebahagiaan

Berjihadlah wahai kaum muslimin

Biar syahid ataupun kemenangan

Berjuanglah wahai Ansarullah

Dengan matlamat Daulah Islamiyah

Berkorbanlah wahai yang beriman

Dengan harta dan segenap kepunyaan

Bergeraklah ke gerbang jasa

Kalah menang bukan alasannya

Sucikanlah niat di hati

Hingga nyata benarnya janji Rabbi

Selamatlah Parti Islam melangkah

Membimbing ummah ke medan siasah

Berpedomankan Al-Quran dan As-Sunnah

Suburlah hidupnya dan pasti berbuah

*This is my recent play in my ipod. Woosh. Seriously like always whispering into my ear every sec. I love Parti Islam SeMalaysia (PAS)

SNOWY?

2008-12-04T02:14:00.000-08:00

Ada salji sikit2. Hahaha. Ni gmba depan umah. Suh James tngkap. Amacam?

UiTM 69th Convocation.

2008-12-02T16:28:00.000-08:00

Ya maka seperti yang diminta oleh Puan Norhayati Bachok, ibuku tersayang maka dipersembahkan gambar konvokesyen UiTM yang ke 69. Adui. Geramnye tak dapat pegi. Kalau tak, ade gak la wakil dalam gamba ni pakai selempang emas tu kan. Hahahahaha. (click dekat gamba 2 kali kalau teringin nak tengok besar2)

Diploma Ukur Bahan, 1st Batch 2005 June intake.

Dari kiri; Mohd Adli, Razis, Nur Hidayah, Siti, En. Noorzali, Nur Malihah, Dr. Norizan, En. Husrul, Nor Hafizah, Firdaus, Rabiatul Adawiyah, Muzamil.

Tiada dalam gambar; Mus'ab Mustafha (penselXtajam), Shaizul, Habib Sebastian, Nur Fadzlin, Aifa, Sue Zahrine.

Belakang dari kiri; Firdaus, En. Noorzali, Razis, Adli, Hafizah, Muzamil.

Depan dari kiri; Habib Sebastian, Nur Hidayah, Nur Malihah, Siti, Adawiyah.

Tiada dalam gmbar; umang ramai eh!

Nur Malihah Rahimi * Nur Hidayah Jaafar

Fulamak siap dapat bunga lah?

Ha yang ni; Abdullah Mus'ab Mustafha

Mama la ni. suh upload. tgk dah meleleh air mata. yeke?wakakakakakaka.

Ya Sami' dengarkanlah doaku..

2008-12-01T06:10:00.000-08:00

Allahumma,

Aku berlindung padaMu dari rasa sedih dan resah gelisah, dan aku berlindung padaMu dari kelemahan dan kemalasan, dan aku berlindung padamu dari sikap pengecut dan bakhil, dan aku berlindung padaMu dari cengkaman hutang dan penindasan orang.

Looking for my mother!

2008-11-26T09:15:00.000-08:00

This is a special note for my beloved mom,

Mama,

Where have u been,, I've been missing u so much. If u read this, plzzzzzzz...reach me. OK ma?

GELANG OH GELANG

2008-11-21T03:16:00.000-08:00

Pagi ni dapat satu email.Email2 biase mengenai nasihat2 tentang hidup dan apa yg patut kita ambil iktibar. sambil2 delete email2 lain yg x berkenaan tu, tetibe aku bukak satu email. ya allah ampunilah aku.

Lelaki haram pakai gelang tangan. atas apa alasan sekalipun. perubatan? sudah lah.. come on lah.. jadilah lelaki. kite tak perlu sume tu..

Tak percaya ke?

Larangan memakai gelang tangan walaupun untuk tujuan kesihatan, telah ditegaskan oleh Rasullulah s.a.w.: Hadis Imran bin Hussein r.a., bahawasanya Rasullulah s.a.w. telah melihat pergelangan tangan seorang lelaki yang memakai gelang yang diperbuat daripada tembaga, maka baginda bertanya kepada lelaki berkenaan.

"Apakah bendanya ini"?Lelaki itu berkata,"Ia adalah gelang perubatan".

Rasullullah bersabda,"Sesungguh nya benda itu tidak memberi apa-apa(faedah wlpun utk tujuan perubatan),buangkan benda itu drp. diri anda, jika sekiranya anda mati dan benda itu ada pada diri anda, maka anda tidak akan berjaya (selamat) untuk selama-lamanya. " Hadis Sahih yg ke-19,885 Riwayat Imam Ahmad.

Jahil sungguh aku. Ya allah ampunilah aku. Malaysia? apa fenomenanye?

Haaaaa. Pemakaian gelang oleh kaum lelaki di Malaysia ini bukanlah fenomena baru malah orang buat tak peduli je. Ustaz2, pegawai2 kerajaan, termasuklah Perdana Menteri saya yg bijak pandai itu, sesungguhnya mereka telah terpedaya dengan perancangan musuh yg mahu menghancurkan Islam.

Ingatlah, apa alasan sekalipun, perubatan ke, kayu kokak ke, ape ke, xpayah la nak cari alasan menghalalkan perkara yg kite suke walhal hakikatnye takde faedah hape pun. Rasulullah dah kate camtu, then ape lagi? Islam ni kan komprehensif, sblum baginda wafat, Islam ini sudah lengkap. Cakap saje, apa masalah yg xde jalan penyelesaian?dengan syarat, kembalilah kepada ayat-ayatNya dan RasulNya.

Oooppsss.. Tapi, kadang2 sebenarnye boleh pakai gelang ni. Siapa die?

1. Gelang orang sakit kat hospital.

2. Gelang penjenayah yg dipenjarakan.

3. Gelang kaki oleh pesakit jiwa/mental.

KALAU TERINGIN SANGAT NAK PAKAI GELANG, PILIHLAH SALAH SATU EH!

*artikel ini ditujukan khas untuk adik2 lelaki ku, yang terutama yg paling ku sayang, Mohd Mu'adz bin Mustafha. udah2 le tu..

Whoa?

2008-11-11T16:58:00.001-08:00

I am 23 years old?

Whoa!

Now I'm noticed I'm old.

Smile..

23rd birthday

2008-11-11T16:37:00.001-08:00

It's 12th November 2008. I've been here in this God's world (earth) for 23 years. Once again, I am very thankful to God for giving me such a very great opportunity to inhale the oxygen, and I could continue all of my effort to achieve His blessing. Alhamdulillah.

I still remember, since my memory was working at 3 years old, my dad keep remind me not to ask for birthday present. He never teach me to receive any birthday present and I have to thank my Mom for giving me birth at 12th November 1985. Year after year, that's what I'm doing and today, it was my 20th time doing that. Terima Kasih Ma! Hanya Allah mampu membalasnya.

Hrmm.. but, here in Newcastle, all of my flatmates set up surprise party for me. Not really a party, but they did something for me. Arghh.. So kind of them.. Actually this is the second time celebrating my birthday. The first time was last year, at UNIKON. I cannot forget that Strawberry Chocolate Cake!It was the nicest cake I ever had!

In the kitchen. Can u see the cake?

Chocolate again. My fav!

Davidoff perfume. Can u imagine?

Argh! Atal, it was so hard! U were not supposed to put it in the freezer!

Look like I was working very hard to cut it. Yes I am!

Thanks Atal for this and Epul for additional recipe. Hahaha

See? A birthday present, in a box!

From Nikhil, Atal, Chaminda and Garhe.

Man.. Y u people do this to me..Sob2. Anyway, it's Davidoff! I love the smell!

Am i look stupid in this?

2008-11-07T10:24:00.000-08:00

Lt. Muda Abdullah Mus'ab Bin Mustafha PSSTUDM

GAMBA RAYE SESAT

2008-11-04T03:28:00.000-08:00

Ni ade gamba raye sesat sket lebih2an raye aritu. Hahahah(Pdahal nak tnjuk pakai baju kaler biru).

Sambutan Raya Balai Newcastle, Westgate Education Hall, Fenham

Geng Northumbria University

Tunggu Bas. 38.39.40

Makan nasik beriani banyak gile dkat umah Kalam

Yang kubanggakan..

2008-11-01T19:44:00.001-07:00

Arghh!!!!sory la..aku memang xleh tahan tangan gatal sungguh nak menulis cite politik. Sory la cik faiz kalau bagi link blog saye kat budak2, tapi inilah saya dan sungguh, tak boleh langsung nak berpura-pura lame2 sangat. By the way, takde politik sgt pun. Tapi sungguh, aku kagum..Sebab tu kenape PAS yang aku pilih sekarang ni. Maaf rakan2 ku..Ini negara demokrasi. UMNO korup yang kau pilih, PAS yang perjuangkan Islam yang aku pilih. Suke ati aku la!

Aku nak berkongsi bende ni je pun.. Ape yang Malaysia ade selama ni? Dan aku pasti tak ramai yang tahu.. Wahai warga Malaysia! Berbanggalah ada orang seperti ini yang memikirkan kamu dan masa depan kita bersama!!!! Masa depan? Apa sibuk dengan masa depan orang lain? Tulah hidup. Kita hidup, lepas mati kita jumpe lagi. Moga2 bile kite jumpe lepas mati nanti, janganlah kelihatan terok bebenor berbanding kite hidup ni. Bace ok?

* Ustaz Abu Bakar al Baqir ( 1907 – 1974 ) menegaskan pandangannya demi memastikan Tanah Melayu sebagai Darul Islam pada tahun 1948 :

“ dalam Islam telah cukup syarat – syarat yang membawa kepada keselamatan dunia dan akhirat sekiranya seluruh umat Islam mengamalkannya. Islam lebih demokrasi dari demokrasi dan lebih baik dari segala yang baik ”

* Dr. Burhanuddin al Helmy ( 1911 – 1969 ) telah menegaskankan dihari Pembukaan Mesyuarat Agung PAS ke 12 ( 1964 ) bahawa :

“ dalam pergolakan politik di tanah air kita ini , PAS muncul dengan cita – cita kenegaraan Islam . Cita - cita ini wujud dan diperjuangkan berdasarkan keyakinan hidup beragama dalam kalangan pendukung PAS . dinyalakan oleh sinar sejarah nabi saw dan sahabatnya yang telah Berjaya membentuk Negara dan pemerintahan yang bercorak dan berhukumkan Islam dan pentadbirannya.”

ü Dato’ Profesor Zulkifli Muhammad ( 1927 – 1964 ) dalam Suara Islam 15 Mei 1957 menulis :

“ Tugas menegakkan sebuah Negara Islam yang di dalamnya ideology Islam dan segala undang – undang di dalamnya , adalah kewajiban pokok yang harus diperjuangkan oleh tiap – tiap mereka yang bernama muslim , lebih – lebih lagi parti Islam seperti PAS .”

* Tuan Guru Yusof Rawa ( 1922 – 2000 ) di dalam ucapan Dasarnya dalam Muktamar Tahunan PAS ke 35 ( 1989 )

“ Kita memilih penyertaan dalam pilihanraya sebagai satu pendekatan untuk mencapai matlamat perlaksanaan Islam bersama dengan program tarbiyyah yang berterusan dikalangan ahli dan masyarakat sebagai program yang utama dan asasi ”

* Tuan Guru Hj. Fadzil Noor ( 1937 – 2002 ) menegaskan :

“ PAS sebagai sebuah Jamaah Muslimin dan wadah kepada perjuangan umat , adalah satu daripada mata rantai Gerakan Islam seluruh dunia . Ia bersama – sama dengan Ikhwan Muslimin di Mesir , Jamaat Islami di benua kecil India , Refah party di Turki , FIS di Algeria , HAMAS di Palestin dan lain – lain Harakah islam di seluruh dunia , mendukung perjuangan Islam dan bangun bersama Islam serta merealisasikan corak hidup Islam.”

* Tuan Guru Hj. Nik Abdul Aziz Nik Mat ( 1931 – sekarang )

“ Kita sangat menekankan Islam kerana hanya dengan Islam sahajalah masyarakat Islam dan belum Islam akan bahagia dan selamat . islam bukan sifat menginayai tetapi ia penuh dengan rahmat dan kesejahteraan kerana ia diturunkan oleh Allah swt melalui nabi saw yang bersifat dengan rahmatan lil a’lamin . “ rujuk OFF ROAD Nik Abdul Aziz Nik Mat m/s 39

* Tuan Guru Hj. Abdul Hadi Awang ( 1947 – sekarang ) berani menegaskan sewaktu berada di puncak kuasa Kerajaan negeri Terengganu pd tahun 1999 :

“ saya rela kerajaan ini tumbang demi menegakkan Islam tetapi tidak sanggup melihat ia tumbang kerana rasuah dan penyelewengan .”

Alfatihah untuk para pemimpin tersayang. Walaupun aku ni xhidup dan involve dalam perjuangan pada timeframe yg sama, semua menjadi idol dan contoh buat aku.Wala' tanpa belah bagi untuk Tuan Guru Nik Abd Aziz dan Tuan Guru Presiden.

sejuk..

2008-10-30T16:26:00.000-07:00

It's snowing tonight.Miahahhahaa. And I dont have any winter clothing.

Anyway, alhamdulillah.

Allah berkomunikasi dengan manusia.

Aku anggap salji ini rahmat.

Senyum senyum!!

MAAF..

2008-10-26T14:24:00.000-07:00

Maaf..

Ye faham sulit dan rahsia. Maaf.. Senyum?Ye. Saye masih senyum, dan maaf. Baik?

Senyumlah...=)

wakakakakakakaka.

2008-10-26T14:15:00.000-07:00

Hidup ni susah ke?

Hrmm...tu yang orang selalu merungut kan?

Ishk.

Harini aku gadoh besar ngan nikel.

Knape?

phewwwww...

susah gila nak explain.

Camne citenye? Camni..

Die ade minat ngan sorang minah ni. Muslim. Pastu aku cakap kat die, die tak kesah ke convert jadi muslim? Tau die cakap ape?

Die kate.. Nakwatpe convert2. Shah Rukh Khan muslim tapi kawin ngan bukan Muslim. See the point? Die cube menyampaikan kat aku, terpulang dekat orang tu nak convert ke xnak. Tak convert pun bole kawin. Pheww..

Then aku explain, a muslim not supposed to do that.

Tibe2, die menyirap.

Die bengang die kate aku memakse die percaye ape yg aku percaye.

Well, aku hormat gile kepercayaan die. Tapi..camne aku nak terima bende camtu?

Arggghhh..hidup ni memang susah. Tapi,,

"Adakah kamu pasti kamu akan masuk syurga?sedangkan kamu belum diuji,"

Skang aku faham kenape hidup ni susah..Terus tersenyum dan tersenyum..=)

wooshhhh....

2008-10-22T14:46:00.000-07:00

Tibe2 datang ilham. Aku dapat satu formula bagaimana untuk mengecapi makna hidup.

1. Sentiasa biarkan diri anda berada di orbit yang sepatutnya.

2. Always alert-pasang alarm yang akan mengingatkan anda jika terkeluar dari orbit.

3. Tawakkal-serahkan segalanya pada Allah-hanya dia yang Maha Kuasa dan Maha Mengetahui.

Ya Allah makin hari aku makin takut samada aku masih dalam orbit Ilahi. Yang pasti aku sentiasa memohon untuk berada di bawah perlindunganNya.Amin.

Newcastle vs Manchester City

2008-10-20T15:17:00.000-07:00

Newcastle!Newcastle!Newcastle!

urgh. Draw jek. 2-2. Stress. 1st time lah tgk live match.St. James Park.

2 gol pun gol bodo. Hish. Btw, everything just nice. Smiling. =)

Siapa lagi?ni die...

2008-10-15T04:12:00.000-07:00

Ermm.. just received mak ogy comment on my previous post. Hehehe. Whoelse yea? ni dia..Suma aku rindu.nak raye same, nak family day same, nak gurau same, nak pau duit raye banyak2, nak amek gamba sama2(aku rase last time complete tah zaman bile dulu ntah).

MAMA'S SIDE..

Cik mat+mak oya(thanx for the venue)=yana,biha, anas,nabila,nadia,mamat,said,nuha,najwa,naili.
mak ha(thanx 4 the quantum cd,interactivemind and rahsiamenjadikaya package)hehehe.dah nak dekat abes bace and dengar.+wak din=azat filzati(rindu nak menyakat kau yg sengal tu).
mak ija+ayah me(thanx 4 the duit poket-terima kasih banyak2!!hehehe)=yan,sodiq and iffah(bila la dapat pegi raub mandi air terjun macam kecik2 dulu)
mak ina+pak nas(rindu nak lepak umah mak ina tapau makanan.alamak sory paknas motor kat bangi tu xpulang2 lagi sampai skang)=aqif,aqilah,shahmi "the disaster"punye budak.geram yang xkehabisan aku ngan die,afiqah,ahnaf and iman.
mak ogy+pak sepul(wakakaka trimas mengingatkan saya yg lupa and trimas for the "duit raya awal" aritu)hahahahahaha.
Atok Tok Yah Acu Mama Babah Muaz Kakak Maya Munzir Yam Hajar Mujib Mujahid dah mention awal oke..

BABAH'S SIDE

Alamak yang ini agak mencabar sket sebab betul2 lame dah tak kumpul ramai2.sedih sungguh...ish..Anyway..

Mak Long+Pak Long=Along,Angah, Hisham, Ateh, Mamat.(bile last time jumpe?along angah dah kawen,dorang nye husband and aku punye anak2 sedare pun aku tak kenal.aduhhhhhhhhh...ape nak dibuat ni?)
Pak Ngah+Mak Ngah(haaaa rindu sungguh nak makan mak ngah masak and sory suke kacau tengah2 malam mintak kunci hehehehe).Malik(bile dapat lepak lagi?)Nurul(kau je kot yg bace blog ni?)Qayum(wahahaha)Muiz,Wawa,Nadhirah.
Ateh+Paman(tak call pun ateh aritu before pegi.regret)=Najah,Najib+Nazrin(2ekor budak nakal),Alin(dah2 la manje dengan ateh tu..hoho)
Usu+Pakcik Ajad(pun aritu tak jumpe nakwatcamne kete rosak..hrmm)=Adumak aku suke lupe name budak kecik 2.ishk.Ha dah ingat Akilah(hehehe.abg nak mnyakat akilah lagi)and baby tu sungguh abg tak ingat namenye.Jumpe pun blom lagi lah!)
Langsung aku tak pernah lupe walau sesaat; Tok Wan, Wan, Acik Jana dan Sakinah.Alfatihah.

Entahlah..

2008-10-14T09:49:00.000-07:00

Entah kenape sejak akhir ni aku jadi teramat emosi. Entahlah.. Ya Allah berilah aku kekuatan.. Nape emosi?try tengok gamba ni..Rindu benar nak kene kacau ngan kene kejut dengan mujaid pagi2. Rindu benar nak menyakat mujib dan hajar. Rindu benar nak usik yam ngan maya. Rindu betol nak buli munzir. Rindu betul nak gadoh dgn kakak. Rindu betol nak lepak ngan muaz. Rindu betol nak teman babah berniaga. Rindu betol nak makan mama masak. Rindu btol nak kene marah ngan tok tan tokyah. Acu? Rindu jugak nak tengok kesengalan die..

Itu pasal aku amat hargai sume perkare yg aku hadapi, sbb pasti satu hari aku pasti akan kehilangan semuanya.

Cerita karut dari London.

2008-10-08T09:39:00.000-07:00

Dah lama betul tak menaip. Harini rase betol nak menulis sesuatu. Tapi tentang apa ya? Apa perkara menarik yang boleh dicoret dan tak membosankan pembaca? ishk. fikir kembali kenapa blog ini ditulis. begin with the end in mind. ya. saya ingat kembali. saya ini pensel yang sudah sedia tajam tetapi masih ingin menajamkan mata pensel saya. kenapa? sesuatu yang tajam tidak semestinya betul2 sudah tajam tapi perlu berhati2 kerana selalunya pensel yang teramat tajam akan berkesudahan dengan patah.

baik.Hentikan semua karutan ini.

Jumaat lepas saya dan 8orang rakan yang lain membuat keputusan gering untuk pergi ko kota london. Tujuannya mudah, mencari rakan baru di Malaysian Hall London dan sudah tentu melempiaskan rindu dengan ketupat lemang dan rendang.

Kami bergerak dari Newcastle jam 12 tgah malam. Perjalanan mengambil masa lebih kurang 6jamsetengah. Siksa sungguh duduk dalam coach 2. to be honest, bas di malaysia jauh lebih baik dari sini. sakit betul belakang rasenye. cuma, mereka amat menepati waktu.

Kami tiba di London Victoria Station lebih kurang jam 6pagi. Aduh mana pulak nak solat? Sayang sekali rakan2 saya ini tak berapa endah dengan perkara itu.Hrm.Sedih betul. Saya ambil keputusan untuk ke tandas yang amat mahal (50pence=3.50rm) dan mengambil wuduk langsung solat di tepi jalan. ya, tepi kaki lima. orang tak pelik?sudah tentu mereka pelik apa yang saya buat tertonggang terbalik pagi2 buta dalam kesejukan?tapi ini yg saya janji pada diri ini, tak kira macam mana saya perlu ikhtiarkan, saya akan pastikan saya solat sepertimana yg diwajibkan ke atas diri saya.

Nak check in accomodation masih terlalu awal, jadi kami mengambil keputusan untuk bersiar2 menghirup udara pagi. Tiket tren berharga 7pound untuk kegunaan sehari suntuk. terasa agak mahal pada mulanya tapi ianya sangat berbaloi sebenarnya. LONDON UNDERGROUND, pengangkutan awam yang sangat berkualiti.sangat pantas, menjimatkan masa dan tepat pada waktu.

Kami berjalan2 di sekitar Oxford Street, Paddington, Westminster, Baker Street dan beberapa perhentian lain. Big Ben, House of Parliament, HorseGuard, Westminster Abbey, London Eye adalah antara tempat yang saya ingat. Ada beberapa monumen lain, tapi sukar untuk saya ingat kembali nama2 tersebut.whoa. Nak cerita pun susah, nati tengok saja gambar ya!

Jam hampir pukul 12, kami bergerak ke tempat penginapan. Agak jauh dari Central London, lebih kurang 45minit dari statio Baker Street. Kami bergerak ke Kensal Green dan biasalah, backpackers murah 8pound seorang untuk satu malam, amat teruk kualitinya dan patutlah murah, kubur sebesar2nya dekat belakang bilik kami!

Letak barang, kami mengambil keputusan untuk pusing2 satu london. Tapi, sesi petang ni saya cuma berdua dengan Epul, yang lain mengambil haluan masing2.nak tahu mana kami pergi?kami berkunjung ke Westminster semula, ambil gambar, kemudian ke London Tower Bridge malayankan impian gila Epul. Hahahaha. Tanya saya?apa tempat yang paling saya impikan untuk pergi di London?sudah tentu Abbey Road. Hahahahaha.Sempat juga ambil gambar tapi syang sekali 3orang lagi ahli kugiran saya tidak dapat bersama.ishk.Sory dude.Satu hari nanti kita akan ke sini lagi.dapat juga lah conteng dinding Abbey Road Studio, milik lagenda The Beatles. I'm living in the yellow submarine.hahahahah

Hari pun dah gelap, kami terus pulang ke hostel.

Hari Ahad pagi, terus bergerak ke Malaysian Hall punye gathering. Jumpa ramai juga kawan di sana. Tapi biasalah. Malaysian Hall tempat kumpul budak2 Umno. Mereka agak sosial. Banyak benar cerita yang bagi saya amat sedih. Apa yang sedih?Hrmm..saya kurang pasti samada saya perlu tulis di sini. Tapi, salah satunya, ada seorang brader yang dengan selamba kata "Gua tak pernah puase pun duk kat sini.raye bile pun gua tak tau.yang gua tau, open house gua datang makan".Sedih atau gembira baca ini?entah lah. tapi yang pasti, teka teki saya terjwab mengenai ustaz2 yang mengambil keputusan meneruskan usaha dakwah disini, bukan di malaysia. Moga Allah merahmati dan meredhai usaha anda sekalian.

Itu sahaja mengenai London. 2hari amat singkat. Kami terus pulang.

Ha! ada lagi satu ceriita.dalam perjalanan pulang, kami singgah rehat di Nottingham. Drebar bas tu dah cakap, berenti setengah jam. Tapi kami lambat. Habis saya dimakinya. Tapi kisahnya di sini, salah seorang dari kami kena tinggal dengan selambanya di tengah highway tu.lucu juga.kesian pun ada juga. Bayangkan anda kena tinggal di tengah highway dalam perjalanan dari Kelantan ke Kuala Lumpur? Hahahaha.Ini kisah benar. Dahlah di negara orang.Lucu sungguh.Tapi selamat juga dia sampai naik bas seterusnya.

Itu saja untuk kali ini. Di sini saya titipkan beberapa gambar. Maaf ya kalau post kali ini agak serabai dan membosankan!

LONDON PHOTOS

2008-10-08T08:37:00.001-07:00

helo3.

Aku malas nak susun gambar ni ikut sequence.

Layan jelah eh

Oxford Circus Station.

Yeah!Akhirnya aku di atas Zebra Crossing Abbey Road.

Malang bukan kami berempat.ish3. The Fake.

The real one.

Merpati putih takdak.Merpati kelabu banyak.

. a random Cathedral, Victoria.

The Beatles' Abbey Road Studio.

Try la carik name aku. Aku pun conteng gak kat dinding ni. Hahaha

Oxford Street, London.

Wowow. Angin tiup rambut aku siot. Hahaha. Tgu sket lagi panjang.

River Thames, London.

London MSD Hari Raya Gathering.

Yang penting dapat tibai ketupat, lemang ngan rendang.

Laksa Penang die pun layan gak!

West London College booth. Penat menapak. nak beli kopi duit x cukup pulak.

Menanti ketibaan bas. Nak g mane ntah time ni.

Konon2 membaca pasal Tower Bridge.

Brazillian Backpackers Lodge yang daif.

Walk to Tower Bridge. Kah3 tensen Epul snap gamba aku.

Ape ntah menatang ni. Aku tgk orang amek gamba, aku pun tibai jela.

Tower of London.

Nampak x signboard pasal poverty dari Islamic Relief?

Jangan harap jumpa signboard camni kat tanahairku tercinta.

Victoria Coach Station. Pagi yang membekukan.

Horseguard Monument. Lepas je snap gamba ni, kene keja ngan polis

sebab patutnye xleh lintas jalan ni. hahaha.Janji ati puas.

Horseguard. Lepas je amek gamba ni, kuda ni gila meroyan. Biru muka aku.

Apakah yang sedang anda lakukan wahai askar?

kenape sejuk sangat? Thanx for the cashmere.

House of Parliament, Westminster.

Jubilee Walkway, depan Parliament House.

Mercu London la konon. The Big Ben.

Pastu ade sorang mamat omputih ni fool aku g tanye jam kul bape.

Nyirap jek. kat belakang tu sebesar2 jam.

London Underground.

Tunggu Jacky amekkan aku rendang.

Ishk seluar ni keje nak terlondeh je. London Bridge is falling down.

London Tower Bridge dari tepi River Thames.

Trademark la konon amek gamba dari belakang.

Tandas ini menelan belanja 50p = rm3.50

London Eye.

hahah.orang putih yang ni memang friendly abes.

siap nak tlg pegang ice cream suh aku tangkap gamba.

Selalu tangkap dekat genting. Ni betul2 kat london plak.

gambar raye?

2008-10-07T17:04:00.002-07:00

Yeah maybe it is too late to post this. But I must do the thing that I’ve promised before. Hrmm..because of I have posted some shit about raya previously, so this will be only pictures maybe..hahahah.enjoy!

Eldon Square Hall, Newcastle City Centre

Takbir and Tahmid

Aha there I am

Patutnye pakai baju biru.Lupe pulak

With Dr Azrul and Epul

what more?

2008-10-02T15:41:00.000-07:00

After a few weeks, these are some of my picture around Newcastle. Have a look. Gambar raye kelak ya!

somewhere in newcastle.epul gary and I.

just another crap but the weather just nice that day

this pillar doesn't appear as nice as it was real

NUFC stadium, St. James Park

i don't have any idea why I should ask him to snap this one

epul gary and nikel

it supposed to be me but I cannot understand that Geordie accent.

So that's why Gary took it over.

Interview by Skysport over the quittance of Kevin Keegan

I don't want to but they forced me. Stadium again.

Northumberland Street. High street shopping.

Mooooch.Lol

Red Indian on show! Originally imported from The State.

eid mubarak!

2008-09-30T07:33:00.000-07:00

This is my first time having Eid Celebration in England. I have a lot of stories to share with u and I don’t know why, I feel like having Eid here give me a lot of happiness, even though it is very sad celebrating this day without my very big family.

Northumbria University Islamic Society in collaboration with Newcastle University Islamic Society and local muslim community rented the Eldon Square Leisure Centre, which is a very big basketball court. I came to the hall quite late I think, but when I was arrived, there were only about three rows of jamaah. I felt very weird, and I was wondering why they should rent such a big hall like this if the jamaah is not so many.

After a few minutes, I figured out that I was wrong. The hall was full with people, and the most interesting part was most of the jamaah wearing their tradition attire, and I was mesmerized with this kind of situation and environment. May Allah’s bless be upon us.

Allahuakbar allahuakbar allahuakbar lailahaillallahuwallahuakbar. Allahuakbar walillahilhamd. Allah is The Greatest. Allah is the Greatest. Allah is the Greatest. There is no God but Him and He is The Greatest. Allah is the Greatest and all of Praise is upon Him.

Takbir is being shouted, but the recitation of the Takbir was very different like we have in Malaysia. I looked around and I just realized that all of us are different. I mean the skin colour, races and all of us have different aim to be here. But the most wonderful thing is, today we were here to celebrate our succeed fighting against nafsulmutmainnah, our bad desire and try our best to rise up our good deeds.

Goodbye Ramadhan, the month of al-Qur’an, the month of mercy, the month of forgiveness and the month of Rewards. I will be missing you for another year and may Allah let me meet you again next year.

oh no..

2008-09-29T08:44:00.000-07:00

Oh no..Today my lectures begin.

Only 6 international students in the class, and I'm one of them.

The rest of them are continuing local students.

Urgh.The syllabus and module seems to be very tough and challenging.

Selamat memulakan hidup baru anda, Mus'ab.

I love my religion so what?

2008-09-26T11:54:00.000-07:00

Huhh..Did u know that it is not that easy to live with those people in my flats. They are absolutely not muslim, and they even not pracitising their own religion beliefs, except the Hindu.

Last night we are about having some little meeting, discussing what we have to agree, by living together. I respect their lifestyle, if they love to drink, eating pork or whateve, its up to them. Yes of course these people never give up to invite me to join them, and I refuse nicely.

I feel discouraged when someone said something like this, "I promise that u will eat this shit (pork) someday. Why can't you eat this?Muhammad and Allah love it, so y don't u? Why do you need to fast?Even Allah did not fasting".

Hish. I'm losing my respect for them. Totally.

I have a very huge responsibility to protect and take care my love Islam. Ya Allah, I ask for your forgiveness, protect me, bless me and please, don't ever let this people make fool of your Deen.

akhirnya..

2008-09-24T14:41:00.000-07:00

Finally, all of the rooms in my flats are being filled.

And here we are..

Lovaine Flats, Flat 31.

Room 1: Mus'ab - That will be me, Muslim.

Room 2 : Nihkil Bathra - Hind.

Room 3: Chaminda - Chatolic Christian

Room 4: Atal Mainali - Free Thinker

Room 5: Gary - Catholic Christian

This will be very tough for me.

strawberry?

2008-09-23T17:09:00.000-07:00

Saya suka strawberi.Saya amat suka strawberi. Di Malaysia saya harus ke Cameron Highland atau ke Kundasang. Hanya di sana saya boleh dapat strawberi. Tapi harganya agak mahal. 5,6 biji sudah mencecah 10 ringgit. Sedihnya. Tapi di sini saya boleh selalu makan strawberi. Strawberi di sini besar2. Rasenye pun agak manis berbanding di Malaysia. Harganya juga amat murah. Saya boleh dapat sekotak strawberi yang besar2, merah2, dan amat manis sekali. Jumlahnya dalam 35 biji dan harganya cuma 6ringgitlebih (1GBP). Thanx God! Dan saya juga ketemu saudaranya, raspberry. Dan saya mula sukakannya!Peach?Apple?Grape?Not to mention about that. Wehehehehe.

Alamak. Jangan la cerita pasal rendang, ketupat, lemang dan tempe. Sume tu tak mungkin saya dapat di sini.Waaaaaaaaa.sob3

Satu perkara yang aku rasa perlu dikongsi.

2008-09-21T15:45:00.000-07:00

Actually, I never give stories about my flatmates wasn't I? Okay here it is..

This flats can fit about 5 person. For the time being, it is only three of us. Me myself, Atal Mainali from Thailand and Nikel Bathra from India. Hrmm let me tell u about them.

Atal was lived in Thailand quite sometime, but he is actually a Nepalese. He is 18years old, just graduated from an International High School at Thailand and having his LLB here. He is going into the 1st year, which mean he will stay here for another 4years. Kind of good person, but you know, young guy who never contended with parties. Love to drink and go to the party. Sepanjang 5 hari die sampai,hari2 enjoy mabuk2 dekat club dan tak henti2 dan tak reti bosan mempelawaku. Bapanya buddhist dan ibunya Hindu. Tiada pegangan agama dan there he is.

Nikel Bathra (who I give a simpler nickname,Nick-easier to pronounce) is from a rich Indian family. He is not actually look like an Indian.You will never figured out that he is an Indian until he tells you where he is come from.He is a Hindu, totally vegetarian, he doesn't smoke, he doesn't drink and he doesn't even eat eggs! Boleh tahan kuat pegangan agamanya dan boleh tahan prejudis dengan Muslim. Die kate die tak makan daging lembu sebab lembu itu binatang keramat berdasarkan agama pegangannya.

Maaf ini harus dalam bahasa Melayu kerana mereka berdua mengikuti benar perkembangan blog ini. Atal menyangka bahawa Muslim boleh minum arak tetapi tidak boleh makan babi. Atal menyangkakan berpuasa untuk Muslim itu adalah terpulang kepada individu itu samada mahu berpuasa atau tidak. Dan dia ingat Muslim hanya tidak boleh makan babi dan bebas makan benda lain. Nikel pula tahu Muslim sedang berpuasa kini ketika Ramadhan (dan dia menyebut Ramadhan itu dengan fasih dan memanggil "mosque" itu masjid. Cuma Nikel menyangkakan Muslim tidak makan babi kerana babi itu binatang keramat seperti dia mendewakan lembu sebagai binatang keramatnya.

Moral of the story are:

1. Both of them know about Islam, but both of them have different misunderstanding about my lovely faith and religion.

2. The only reason they have that kind of misunderstanding is because of those Muslim that thay knew before. Alangkah malangnye kite umat Islam apabila orang2 kafir itu bertanggapan salah mengenai Islam hanya kerana beberapa Muslim yang mereka kenal tidak mengamalkan Islam dengan sepatutnya. Ya Allah.

3. Aku mempunyai tanggungjawab yang maha besar iaitu mengembalikan persepsi yang betul terhadap Islam oleh orang2 kafir ini. Mereka berdua mewakili seluruh umat kafir di dunia ini aku rase, iaitu cara orang kafir memandang Islam kini.

Once again, I only have Allah and Holy Qur'an with me. Alhamdulillah, I have corrected their wrong perception about Islam, at least mengenai perkara2 tadi.Any suggestion?

My Budget Planning?

2008-09-21T06:31:00.000-07:00

After been here for a week; this is my budget planning exactly as the way I'm looking how should I make my expenses.(The minimum amount indeed)

Accommodation & bills = To be excluded (should be paid on annual basis)

Groceries = 25pound per week (strictly no outside eating-which mean I must cook by myself)

Laundry = 3pound per week

Printing&assignment = approximately:20pound per week

Toilettries = 5pound per week (have to buy toilet paper here hahahahahah)

Emergencies (for prescriptions and whatsoeve) = 50pound per month.

Cigarettes: strictly no smoking.I've stop already!

TOTAL EXPENSES: 53pound per week = 212pound per month + 50pound

= 262pound per month.

p/s ; babah if u read this, this is the amount to be sent out to me.hehe.not so sure if I should smile or otherwise..

I should smile from now on?

2008-09-20T14:21:00.000-07:00

Quote:"If you know your enemy and yourself, you will not be defeated by hundred battles. If you did not know your enemy but know yourself, you will win one and lose one.But if don't know you enemy and nor yourself, then you will be defeated by every single battles."-sunzu

You know what have I got and learnt from this quote?

1. To become a great person, you have to be positive. All of your thinking, principles, ethic and policies should be positive. That's why sunzu is putting the positive thing first, which about you will have your "win" first. No matter what thing u'll get involve, never put the negative energy at the front, laid every bad thing and consider them after you have analyzing what positive things that you will get.

2. It is yourself that you should thinking about. Who are you, your roots, yourself and whatsoever because that is the fact that you are dealing with. Even you just knowing yourself, you will at least win one even there is a high probability that you will get lose because of didnt know your enemy.

3.It is an essential for me to apply this for myself in order to live and learn a lot of things here. Considering all of bad things that I will face here is my enemy, I should know them well, besides of preparing myself and knowing myself more, I will win every single battles after this. =)

O ALLAH GIVE ME STRENGTH FOR THIS..

2008-09-19T12:12:00.000-07:00

After a few days since the last post, I've something to write here. Hopefully you will not getting bored by reading this.

Today is my first day having Jumuah prayer here. After having the library tour as being arranged by the university, I decided to go to the Northumbria Prayer Room to have Jumuah Prayer. The people are very nice. I know quite a lot of new Malay student here as well as some of the seniors but I only met Aseng at the mosque, the one and only Malay having Jumuah prayer there. Ive been wondering where are the rest of the Malay, of course muslim that I know here. Masyaallah, I have to make a good suspicion on them.

Have you been cried when listening to khutbah? For the first time of my life, I dont know why, when Im listening to the khatib, whose are very different from any other khatib Ive met before. You know, I had a lot of Jumuah prayer previously, but this khatib was very different. He was wearing a common cloth, like most of us, and his speech was very touching. I dont know how about the rest of the jemaah, but for me, this is my very first time of comprehending fully the khutbah. I never noticed when was my tears going down excessively fast just like that.

The khatib was keep asking question like have we ever ask Allah to be always with us when we are doing something, have we ever realized that Allah is always be with us, even when we are in the bathroom, even when we are thinking about well kept ourselves. Living in this kuffar land, do we have ever considered to bliss the trees, animals, clouds and even the winds to let them heard us reciting the Quran? After a very long time, all of the trees, animals, clouds, winds, and every kind of subsistence is missing the zikrullah from the human here.

The mosque, (I mean the small prayer room) is not like we have in Malaysia. There is no beautiful mosque like in Malaysia. There is no proudly stand huge mosque like we have in Malaysia. But every room space that become mosque here is really live u know. Eventhough the jemaah is keep changing time after time, there will be somebody who concern to keep strenghten this Holy Religion as the way of life. Insyaallah I will become one of them.

This is the final day of orientation week. The student union is organizing Welcome Party at the Reds Bar at the Student Union Building. Pubs and Clubs is the way of people socialize themselves here. What I'm trying to say here is, most of new Malay student from Malaysia was skipping their fast for today, to attend the party. The party will be on 5 until 8. Imagine how dare they are, skipping fasting just because want to attend that party. All of them including my flatsmates, which are European (of course they are musyrikin), keep asking me to join them. Alhamdulillah, I have the strength to refuse. O Allah, keep giving me strength for this...(anybody who read this post, I beg u, keep pray for me so that I can avoid all of this kind of things..)

OUT OF DATE!

2008-09-17T09:15:00.001-07:00

This post suppose to be earlier but I just get those picture. Hahaha. Just would like to thanks to all of my fellas and my families. Thanx to Jambu, Hafis, Mirul, Arm,Awe, Haimi, Aiz, Mazwan, Hafiz, Leiyn, Nono, Razis, Aifa, Sue, Siti, Muzamil, Adli, adik and my special one indeed. Not forget to my lovely Daddy Noorzali. Thanx a lot. There's nothing in the world could compensate all of the joy that u just awarded to me. Thanx again. And here are some of the pictures. Have a look!

Having a snapshot in front of my uncle's house. Who is not around? Thanx dude..

Just a few more captures before I'm leaving.

Wow Razis why did you acting like that. Haha. I'm not so sure when this photo was being captured. Perhaps when I'm about to have goodbye with my mama. I think so.

Babai li. Babai mus. Dok molek2 dok sano. Jange lupo solat. Deli ghoyak gitu.Kotlah.

Babai boab. Haha. Just one of my a long listed sisters.Mwah2. Yuks.

Bai ma. Jangan cakap camtu abang takmaw nangis. Hehehehe

Thanx a lot bah. The only one and the greatest father I ever had. Serius time ni macam nak menangis. Ngan orang lain tak sangat kot.

Ko jangan lupa bawak balik orkid untuk atok nati bang. Hahaha. Banyak2 bende orkid yang tetap di hati.

What a number of siblings I have. Thanx ma and babah and atok and tokyah as well. We have a really big family aren't we?

And this is a very wonderful moment. Really love you "dad". I mean,dad.Heh

And there it is. I'm leaving. Will miss you all guys. Really miss you all. sob2. :((

don't know what is the best title for this

2008-09-16T13:43:00.001-07:00

Thanx 2 Allah The Most gracious and The Most Merciful. It's been 4 days since I've been here. Everything is going fine, no problem at all and I still standing to keep story about my new life. Woke up earlier on 9 this morning for student enrolment. What a long queue! Have to keep following the track for about 2 and a half hour.

Heh. Same like yesterday, I will keep forcing myself to be friendly (eventhough everybody who knows me before keep saying that I'm not that friendly with muka masam mencuka) and I've known a few Indonesian, Indian, Japan and some other local Geordie. Sepanjang beratur tu, tah bape kali tah minah Northumbria staff tu offer gula2. And I'm keep proudly saying that no, it's ok i'm fasting, no, it's ok i'm fasting. Sampai that Japanese gurl tolong mencelah cakap it's okay maam, he's fasting. What an honour?

Finally I get to the start line. Passing out my passport, transcript, offer letter and the procedures take about half an hour. And that's it! I'm just becoming Northumbria student! smartcard will only available in 2 days time. Therefore have to wait for another 48hours before I can settle down every important things. Bank Account, Mobilephone line, student card and clubs as well. Team Northumbria?Of course I will.

habis je enrolement Epul ajak balik bilik tapi nak balik bilik watpe je. So I've decided to have a walk around town once again for the 4th time(hahaaha hari2 jalan g town). Saje je nak usha Post Office, Police Station, City Pool, Lloyds Banks, and a few masjid that I can visit for the remaining few days of Ramadhan. Mane nak tahu tahun depan dapat jumpe lagi ke tidak.

Along my way, I've found some store which offering a great price of winter clothing. Sume murah2, and of course UK brand. Lonsdale, fred perry, paul smith, fcuk, topman, everlast sume around 20-25 pound. Kire murah la tu kalau nak banding ngan Malaysia kan. but I didnt take any, just because of planning to survey a few more stores before I can start shop them out.

Visiting a few banks and get information to decide which bank will suit me and my needs. Lloyds, Barclays, Curry, Tim, Northern rock, Scotland Bank, HSBC all of them have variety of products. Kalau boleh nak bukak sume hahahaha. tapi school will only issue one Bank Letter mean I have to choose the best one only. Maybe Lloyds TSB Islamic Banking kot. Macam best je. Lagipun banyak branch. Aduh. Aritu dah bukak HSBC tak boleh guna rupenya.

Then mobilephone line. Ni yang susah sket ni. Bukan ape, too many choices here, and all of them offering a great rates and tariff! And guess what? Once you have a mobilephone line, u'll get a free phone on the spot! Pilih jela yang mane satu. Aku nak Georgio Armani. Smart gile.

Hujan plak tibe2. Sejuknye jangan ckaplah. terpakse balik hall eventhough there's a lot of thing not yet being settled down.sabar jelah. malam kang Epul ajak bukak puase kat masjid uni lagi. Aku nak bukak kat Northumbria Prayer Room.Jemu woo makan nasi beriani hari2.but its ok.dapat lepak ngan aseng borak2. then balik hall dalam kesejukan. It's 6celcius today!

10 NEW THINGS FOR ME HERE

2008-09-15T13:39:00.000-07:00

1. This is a true Negeri di Bawah Bayu. I can’t see any sky. We are all covered up by clouds.
2. Smoking prohibition is everywhere, but they never obey.
3. The pedestrian walkways are full of chewing-gum. Really looks like man-made mural you know?
4. The “smell” of English. They have a weird smell actually.
5. It’s freaking cold at all time. You are about to exhale a lot of “smoke”.hahaha
6. Everyone is NUFC fans. Don’t even try to shout out loud any away team. Honestly u’ll get smack! All bars have signed of “NO AWAY FANS”. Please. MU fan must not live here. Neither Liverpool nor Arsenal. They really hate you. It was against Hull City when I was at St. James Park yesterday. COCKNEY MAFIA OUT! Hail GEORDIE.
7. 23 years living in Malaysia, we always cannot wait to get into the Building, for air-conditioner. But here, we will always cannot wait to get into the Building once again, but for heater.
8. Pakcik tukang sapu sampah, lap tingkap, pungut tin they all are English. Asian here is the upper class people. Even beggar mintak sedekah pun English dude!
9. It’s a big city with fewer cars. No traffic jams at all.
10. Yang paling takleh blah, dorang suke bercium depan orang.Geli aku tengok.

15th Ramadhan here it is

2008-09-15T12:52:00.000-07:00

Today was so good. I've bought my duvet, pillow and bedding and am ready to sleep tight tonight.Hahahaha.Everything is complete, just a few more things to buy before the class is start.

Around 7.00 at the evening, just a few more minutes before Maghrib, I went to Newcastle University mosque with Epul. Exploring the Google Earth, selambe je pegi xtau jalan. Alhamdulillah senang je jumpe.

For the first time of my life, bukak puase dalam suasana yang lain betul. Having tamar and goat milk for buka puase, with multi racial from around the world, with the similarity of faith towards Allah and Rasulullah pbuh. There are Malaysian, Indonesian, Somalia, Sudan, UAE, China and the local Geordie as well. The spirit of ukhwah was really absorbed here u know. It is impossible to have this environment in Malaysia.

Maghrib prayer was inititated by azan and then a wonderful reciting of quranic verse from the imam was really touching. Mase ni lah nampak macam2 gaye orang Islam solat. yang tergaru sane, tergaru sini, yang straight tangan ke bawah, yang menangisnye lain lagi, yang asik keje betulkan seluar pun ada! But this have proved the wonderful of universal of Islam. No matter what is our culture, races, having the same faith of God is really amazing.

But the weird thing is, (another new thing for me) there is no doa after prayer. Everybody is doing it nafsi-nafsi. Yes, look like individualistic, I feel like it less spirit of unity but I was wrong. After solat sunat, baru ade doa ramai2, followed by tazkirah from somebody that I can't remember his name. He is about reminding the jemaah about how wonderful of Islam, which express the mean of similarity without asking human being to make division like Hindu, nor fight for equality and similarity like communist.

After that we had our iftar, in a group of 4 or 5, and then we were having to know each other, like a very simple taaruf. I just made another few friends here. Ryan from Indonesia, Salif from Sudan and Muhammad from Somalia. All of them were really admiring Malaysia u know.

Hrm...I'm not feeling so good because can't having teraweh here just because its gonna be finished too late about 11 and it is quiet dangerous to walk alone back to the hall. Maybe tomorrow will having traweh at Northumbria prayer room. That's it for today. O Allah, the God who have the absolute power to change our heart, please keep guiding my heart to you.

2nd day.weird thing? what?

2008-09-15T07:28:00.000-07:00

Yes it is 15th, 6.20 in the morning. Guess what? They play the fire alarm once again! Argh. U know how stressful I am running to the assembling point and terpakse tutup hidung sebab mulut Cina tu sume masyaallah! Kalau bunyi time nak sahur takpelah jugak. Ni orang dah bangun subuh then tido balik. Pheww. Hish don’t ever merungut lah Mus’ab. Learn positive. Gain all positive energy. Don’t let anger or hatred colonized you ever. Smile! J
U knows what, this morning I just figured out that the fridge in the kitchen is different with the one at our homecountry. The room for vegetables, fruits, and other dry stuff should be the upper one. Hahaha. Just when I arrived last Saturday, I’ve been putting ikan bilis, serai nd belacan at the lower door. Could you imagine betapa kerasnya bende2 tu? Hahah. How stupid I am.
Dude I can’t sleep now. What to do? It is too early, the wind is too heavy, and it is too cold out there. Alhamdulillah I have my notebook. Kalaulah dengar cakap Mak Ha takyah bawak aritu?

Dah malam lagi boring?

2008-09-15T07:27:00.000-07:00

It’s almost end of 14th.About 10 minutes more to 15th. Alhamdulillah another day is being filled with something. About 10 o’clock this morning I have met Yusof@Ngocop at Eldon Square as we have been arranged yesterday. Met Hafis aka Aseng as well, post graduate student of Northumbria. We really get in together u know, Epul was 86, I myself was 85, Ngocop was 84 and Aseng was 83. At first, it’s quite discomfort for me to communicate with both of them, but 10 minutes later, I just figured out how friendly they are. Yes, maybe it’s too early to judge them, but at least for the time being, they were very nice.

We have a walk through the Eldon Square, which is quite large shopping centre, asking them how, what, when and everything so on and we just completed visiting a few basic markets for our essential needs like Hyemarket, 1£ store, Primark, some sports store, and some other cheap stores for students like us, indeed. We have learnt how to use the Metro, talking about boycott by the Newcastle United Fans over the sacked of King Kevin, which halal market available on site, and the cheap Chinese groceries at Chinatown. Wasn’t it great? I think so.

· Did you know that here in UK, “SUN” is a right occasion? Boleh dikatakan dorang ni Englishman merupakan manusia jakun di dunia because of once the SUN is revealing itself, everybody will go out to the street and lepak kat tempat yang ade matahari. Another new and weird thing here in UK. Kalau summer?Masyaallah.

After a long walk, feeling exhausted and starving of course because we are fasting, we proceed to Fenham, the sub-suburb of Newcastle city. It can be said this is the community of second class Geordie and there are a lot of Asian here. There are Pakistani, Arab, Chinese, Vietnamese, Singaporean, Japan and Malay as well. Most of stores here are halal, where I could buy proper-slaughtered chicken, beef, and mutton and so on. Did you know you can afford Malaysian Maggi, Adabi food paste, sardines Cap Ayam and Kicap Cap Kipas Udang as well? If I figured out this earlier before arriving here, of course I would never allow my excess baggage for all these. Hahahaha.

Then we plan to visit a Malaysian student house at Fenham. On our way to that house, we’ve met a group of teenagers and they were staring at us just like we are the monkey in the zoo. Mula dah aku rase tak sedap hati. Dah la Fenham ni ade orang kene bunuh last week. Aseng and Ngocop said they are called “chuff”. Penah nampak Punk, Skinhead and all of that kind of stuff lke that? Tengok Wikipedia untuk maklumat lanjut. Tapi dorang more on sports. Track suit, sporty looking and that’s it, ganas! Then we are passing by an Orthodox Church. The really old Christian from the century of Isa lagi. Penah denga isu orang kawin dengan ahli kitab?Dorang nilah ahli kitab.(Ups jangan keliru they are really different with the most of Christians nowadayas. Bukak website YusufIslam untuk cerita panjang lebar. Aku bukan ustaz).

Pastu meeting Safuan, Helmi, and another two guys that I have forget their names, I’ve meet more new friends kat rumah dorang. But the interesting thing is, Safuan was Jambu’s ex-schoolmate from Alam Shah. Hopefully Jambu is reading this. Muahahaha. What a small world man. After having Zuhr and Asr, I just fall asleep there until 5.30. It’s almost Maghrib!

Just about 15 more minutes to Maghrib, we have visited to Bro Shuhaimi’s house for breaking the fast (is that what they are calling Bukak Puase). Thanks God dapat makan nasi, kari daging, ayam goreng and bihun sup. Mwahahaha. I have to learn to appreciate all that.Hahahaha. Layan anak2 die yang tak pandai speaking Malay langsung lagi (They really sound Geordie). Then we have Maghrib prayer together and Trawih with about 30 Malaysian from around the city. They said that Bro Shuhaimi is the old timer or “abang-abang” here. After trawih, tazkirah from Ustaz (I always forgot their names) and nice Moreh. Wasn’t that heard like so boring? I don’t think so.
Then Bro Bakti sent me and Epul back to Northumbria, get a tapau from Bro Shuhaimi’s wife (another person that I have forgot her name) and walking about 5 minutes to hall. Wargh kenyang gile perot dengan sejuknya lagi masuk bilik dapat heater rase best gile. Penah korang rase appreciate dengan kepanasan tak? U better learn that from now.

And that’s all for today. Tomorrow will having another walk around university, shopping for my bedding, duvet and pillow as well as some kitchen appliances, finding some mosques nearby and laundry for my smelly clothes. Weh ketiak cepat berbau doh duduk sini. Lagi la kalau malas mandi sebab sejuk. Huahahah. Will be writing again soon. Boring ke bace ni?

14th September I'm just here far away from lovely homeland

2008-09-15T07:23:00.000-07:00

It is 14th today. We are just finishing a stupid fire drill. Could you imagine how can they turn on the fire alarm in the 7 at the morning?huh. Crazy white. Now I am in front of this Presario typing this because it is too cold, and I can’t even sleep. Have to buy some bedding after this.
God I’m so stressful for not getting connected for 24 hours. Not getting connected mean, I can’t have the breaking news, what happen to the world and my lovely country indeed for the time being. Arriving at Newcastle International Airport is quiet interesting, the immigration officer is so friendly, and I am entering the northland of Great Britain is that easy. No document to be examined, none of my bags is being checked, and everything was just nice. Huh I’m very sorry I cannot publish any post for days because of the hassle things to be settled down. I just hoping that I can publish at least one or two post per week as I’m arriving at Newcastle but this is it, they said no internet access until Monday! What a rule.

The only thing I love in the Welcome Pack issued by the Meet and Greet staff is the Pay-as-you-go Nomi simpack. With just 5 pence per minute, I can directly called my missing-badly people far away back to my home country. That girl is sobbing, haha (meaning that she really missing me) and I have to wake her up while it is 3 in the morning (Malaysia time). Calling mama just to inform my arrival and what a great country Newcastle is, I keep wondering why that my “jiwang-mama” neither she cry even just little from the time she sent me out to the airport nor when I’m calling her from this colonial homeland. Ah that wasn’t important, what thing in the world know her truth felling,ait??

The environment here was so great. I just having a walk to the city centre last night and the infrastructure, the architecture, the people, the shops, everything was really interesting. The best part to share these things is of course, image and picture. But I have to say that I’m sorry…All of the pictures cannot be published now and hopefully I can show all of them within these few weeks. Mintak maaf sangat2…Am I look stupid in English??

selamat menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak

2008-08-31T21:19:00.000-07:00

اَللَّهُمَّ رَبَّ شَهْرِ رَمَضَانَ الَّذي اَنْزَلْتَ فِيهِ الْقُرْآنَ، وَافْتَرَضْتَ عَلَى عِبَادِكَ فِيهِ الصِّيَامَ، ارْزُقْنِي حَجَّ بَيْتِكَ الْحَرَامِ فِي هَذَا الْعَامِ وَفِي كُلِّ عَام، وَاغْفِرْ لِيَ الذُّنُوبَ الْعِظَامَ فَاِنَّهُ لاَ يَغْفِرُهَا غَيْرُكَ يَا ذَا الْجَلاَلِ وَاْلاِكْرَامِ

Ya Allah tuhan bulan Ramadhan, di dalamnya kau turunkan al-Quran dan Dikau wajibkan pada hamba-hambamu berpuasa di dalamnya.sampaikan shalawat kepada Muhammad dan keluarganya.Kurniakanlah padaku haji kerumahMu yang mulia tahun ini dan setiap tahun.Ampunilah dosa-dosaku yang besar,sungguh, dosa yang tiada dapat mengampuninya selain daripadaMu,wahai pemilik Keagungan dan Kemuliaan.

54th M!P AGM

2008-08-15T01:48:00.000-07:00

not available from 15-17 august 2008.
got 54th m!p AGM.
stadium indra mulia,perak darul ridzuan.
god bless m!p.
amen.

today's dishes?nope.only appetizer

2008-08-13T06:41:00.000-07:00

hadoi.dah hari kedua.no one visit my blogpage.hnsss.haha.i'm not feeling well today.knape?too many problems.last nite tdo lambat gile pegi angkut air dalam hutan.yes.sorang2.sunyi sepi.tapi syok gak.sejuk je.bunyi cengkerik.unggas sesekali.damai betol rase.plus bunyi air bukit yang fresh.gile fresh.sejuk plak tu.

bangun pagi awal gile.perut lapa.tibai nasi goreng mama sepinggan.burp.kenyang berb.mane taknye pagi2 aku tibai macam makan tengahari.hahah.basuh kete start engine chow kl.lebih tepat putrajaya.humff.sabo jela ngan kakitangan gomen tu.janji macam lah ape.datang congok sejam pun die bole tibai kuaci sambil gayut kat fon.hangin je. panas. je.

alahamdulillah settle sekeping sijil yang mahal gile.gile punye omputih menyusahkan aku taruk peraturan tak ingat susah.hadoi.sabo jelah.seb baik aku nak dtg negeri kau.kalau tak..hns..tak gune punye kolonial.kalau lah pemergian aku ni dapat balas ape yang kau dah buat??insyaallah.ini penseltajam yang tajam.bukan pensel yang tajam.tapi penseltajam yang tajam.

dude s.Alam ade bolognaise spaggheti woo tadi petang.nyaman.sedap.lunak.ahhh.lege perot.si kacamata ada sekali.haha.rakan2ku..peace be upon you.

once somebody read this post,congrats to you.you just become a chosen one to be together to read these post.yeah.u r my sharpener.without u, impossible for this sharp "penseltajam" pencil to keep on sharp.sharp!sharp!sharp!

thanx mr.faiz a.k.a. stokin seponsor for giving response.i ain't nobody berb.just a sharp pencil in a brand new box.you open it, but u'll never know which one is me, the sharp pencil.why?because i am sharp like others,but only the sharpener will know.

regards,
pr!mXrose "penseltajam" !sabellXtheory

demo?

2008-08-12T10:51:00.000-07:00

its been a long time since last successful demonstration which i involve. apa die? bersih. yes. bersih. rindu benar menghadiri perhimpunan sebegitu. polis ramai. banyak jugak preman. lrt tutup. kedai tutup. banyak sunggu black maria.kuning betol hari tu. perasaan?mudah saje.rase diri ni sebahagian dari rakyat.sungguh!buat pertama kali aku betol2 rase aku memang rakyat malaysia.

PROTES!protes juga. walaupun penuh dengan kritik dan fitnah. kenape?aku bukan golongan baik,tak jugak terpelihara.carburator dung.gile teruja aku hari tu.nak cari gig die pun susah. tapi aku dapat jumpa dekat protes. rasa rindu hilang. tapi geram sungguh hari tu. bukan sebab gagal. tapi aku hairan mana rakan2 sebaye dan seper"juangan" tak kire dekat sekolah, dekat u, underground community gigss, electronic members, mane? lepas tu sebijik2 sms datang. sibuk tanye apecerite. datang? jangan harap. takut ke? gerun ke? tak standard ke? fuh.selalu gigs kau kelua 15ringgit dapat air free kau tak merungut. pegi protes?hampeh..

pagi tadi budak bekas u aku buat demo.marah betol nampaknye benteng melayu terakhir kene acah dengan pembesar negeri.tok misai kacamata gelap tu memang nampak macam hangtuah lah. marahsungguh nampaknye.boleh tahan ramai jugak.owhh..ade rupenye korang.tapi,,,,tok misai kate die tak suroh.tipu je nampak gayenye.ade orang bagitau aku,sape pegi dapat pelepasan kelas.ish2 tok misai macam malu je dapat anugerah kau yang konon berprestij tu.tapi nak buat lagu mane.aku dapat,takkan taknak terima.wah.

kawan2,jangan risau.ini negeri kite.tanahair kite.kite ade hak.kite yang tentukan sumenye.korang nak takut ape orang ajak bersaing.kan kita power.nak jadi power, tajamkan mata pensel kita.asah setajam2nya.biar bersaing atas kertas yang sama.bumi ni kan milik tuhan.jangan lah sebab takut orang conteng kertas kite, kite patahkan mata pensel diaorang.2 bkn orang yang hebat.tunjuk hebat biar bertempat.macam hebat, tapi?cakap je lebat.

i've taken my first step

2008-08-12T10:27:00.000-07:00

for sure there's nothing in this wonderful cannot have a great finishing without a first step. Planned or not planned, the first step is a very important step. after all, i have took my first step. have you?